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<i>( birds chirping )</i>

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( girl narrating ) <i>Even then
I had a bad feeling.</i>

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<i>I felt like a grey mouse heading
right for the mouth of a cat.</i>

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<i>And there was
nothing--</i>

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<i>nothing I could do
about it.</i>

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<i>Since my mother had died
of cancer three years before,</i>

7
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<i>I was beginning to forget
what she looked like.</i>

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<i>When I looked in her compact
and saw my own face,</i>

9
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<i>I could remember hers.</i>

10
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<i>The powder smelled like
when I kissed her cheek.</i>

11
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<i>My mother--</i>

12
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<i>she would never have
sent me to boarding school.</i>

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( laughing, shouting )

14
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( playing
classical music )

15
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- Thank you for everything.
- Goodbye now.

16
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It does get easier,
really.

17
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Oh, no, I'm fine,
really.

18
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Listen, I'd like you to
meet someone fantastic.

19
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Uh, Victoria!

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<i>Victoria, come
and meet Mary.</i>

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Okay, just a minute.

22
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The food is really gross,
though-- totally hospital, right?

23
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So we mostly just
save up our allowances

24
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and, like, order pizza
or Chinese.

25
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And, well, you know,

26
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the anorexics
just eat erasers.

27
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I'm serious.

28
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We can get away
with anything up here--

29
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- I mean, anything. ( giggles )
- ( panting )

30
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Wow, you're so
out of shape.

31
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You're gonna have to
come jogging with us,

32
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or you'll have a stroke
before you're 20.

33
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So this is the bathrooms
and the showers.

34
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What's your
name again?

35
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Well, most people
just call me Mouse.

36
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Mouse?

37
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My dad's always
called me that.

38
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Really?
How come?

39
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My dad used to
call me Princess,

40
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- made me barf.
- Better than Mouse.

41
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Ta-dah!

42
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Mine's the messy one,
of course.

43
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Major Slobberina.

44
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Oh, well, I can't help it.

45
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It's like rage at my mother
or something, right?

46
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And that's Paulie's.
This is mine. And...

47
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this one is yours.

48
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Sorry.

49
00:05:17,890 --> 00:05:19,670
Hey, look,

50
00:05:19,930 --> 00:05:21,510
I know it's weird
at first.

51
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But now this is much more
home to me than home.

52
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Like the Lost Boys
in <i>Peter Pan,</i> right?

53
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Except we're
the Lost Girls, right?

54
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Lost and delirious.

55
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So when you're finished up here,
come party with us, okay?

56
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<i>( girls shouting )</i>

57
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- Want a smoke?
- ( yelps )

58
00:07:00,520 --> 00:07:01,570
Did I scare you?

59
00:07:04,270 --> 00:07:06,160
You got "new girl" written
all over you, don't you?

60
00:07:06,660 --> 00:07:10,010
Like a fresh, new lamb.
What are you? 13? 14?

61
00:07:10,080 --> 00:07:12,080
Some kind of brainiac?
Skipped a few grades?

62
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I'm Paulie... Oster.

63
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Mary Bedford.

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Mouse, really,
they call me.

65
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( chuckles ) I'd rather call you
"shithead" than "Mouse."

66
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So you're rooming
with me and Tory, huh?

67
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Yeah. That's what
Miss Vaughn said.

68
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Well, I guess she didn't like us
up there all by our lonesome.

69
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I've never been to
a boarding school before.

70
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Well, now you're
one of the Lost Girls.

71
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Welcome to the club.

72
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Come on.

73
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Help me spike
the punch.

74
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Let's get this party
off its butt.

75
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Rage more.

76
00:08:08,440 --> 00:08:09,350
Rage more.

77
00:08:17,910 --> 00:08:20,790
Hey, girls, mind if we
crash your tea party?

78
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Go away. God,
my brother is so annoying.

79
00:08:24,250 --> 00:08:25,380
He's cute, though.

80
00:08:25,720 --> 00:08:28,550
Hey, boys, can't you read the sign?
No dickheads allowed.

81
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Fuck, she's special, eh?

82
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And now I really
want some tea.

83
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Yeah, can the dickheads
have some tea, please?

84
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<i>♪ Today ♪</i>

85
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<i>- ♪ I will stop... ♪</i>
- You're my morning glory, Tory.

86
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- Are you guys ready to party?
<i>- ♪ I will start... ♪</i>

87
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girls: Yeah!

88
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<i>( music plays uptempo )</i>

89
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<i>♪ Why can't I get
just one kiss? ♪</i>

90
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<i>♪ Why can't
I get just one kiss? ♪</i>

91
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<i>♪ Maybe some things
that I wouldn't miss ♪</i>

92
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<i>♪ But I look at your pants
and I need a kiss ♪</i>

93
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<i>♪ Why can't I get
just one screw? ♪</i>

94
00:09:27,600 --> 00:09:29,880
<i>♪ Why can't
I get just one screw? ♪</i>

95
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<i>♪ Believe me,
I know what to do ♪</i>

96
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<i>♪ But something won't let me
make love to you... ♪</i>

97
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Paulie.

98
00:09:37,800 --> 00:09:39,300
<i>- Paulie, Paulie.
- What?</i>

99
00:09:39,340 --> 00:09:42,440
I think our Paulie
just spiked the punch.

100
00:09:42,800 --> 00:09:44,360
Shall we pretend
we don't know?

101
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I'd love that. And I know
you'd love that too.

102
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But that wouldn't be
very good teachering,

103
00:09:51,060 --> 00:09:53,540
would it now,
Miss Bannet, huh?

104
00:09:53,570 --> 00:09:55,830
<i>- ♪ My whole life for just one... ♪</i>
- Miss Vaughn: Come on.

105
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<i>♪ Day after day... ♪</i>

106
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- I can't do that.
<i>- ♪ I get angry ♪</i>

107
00:10:02,700 --> 00:10:05,700
<i>♪ And I will say... ♪</i>

108
00:10:06,450 --> 00:10:08,310
( Mary narrating ) <i>Before
that day, I never knew</i>

109
00:10:08,330 --> 00:10:10,270
<i>what people meant when
they said they had fun.</i>

110
00:10:10,980 --> 00:10:12,890
<i>I was like some
kind of "Dr. Spock."</i>

111
00:10:13,840 --> 00:10:15,430
<i>"And what is this, </i>fun?"

112
00:10:16,220 --> 00:10:17,470
<i>I don't know.</i>

113
00:10:18,110 --> 00:10:20,000
<i>It was like she kind of
put a spell on me,</i>

114
00:10:20,110 --> 00:10:22,680
<i>and all my foreboding,
that feeling I had,</i>

115
00:10:23,130 --> 00:10:25,860
<i>just kind of vanished.</i>

116
00:10:30,080 --> 00:10:31,120
Hey, new girl,

117
00:10:31,580 --> 00:10:32,800
what do you think
of Vaughny?

118
00:10:33,170 --> 00:10:35,620
Don't call her "new girl."
That's so rude.

119
00:10:36,650 --> 00:10:39,120
Miss Vaughn? She's nice.

120
00:10:39,430 --> 00:10:40,410
( chuckles )

121
00:10:41,330 --> 00:10:43,290
Some of the girls say
rude things about her.

122
00:10:44,550 --> 00:10:47,540
She and Bannet-- they
got it going on for sure.

123
00:10:48,950 --> 00:10:50,670
Paulie,
give it a rest.

124
00:10:50,740 --> 00:10:53,200
She's just a single lady and
they're very good friends,

125
00:10:53,230 --> 00:10:54,330
and that's it.

126
00:10:54,940 --> 00:10:57,230
Don't be so mean
and homophobic.

127
00:10:57,460 --> 00:10:58,970
She seemed nice
to me--

128
00:10:59,980 --> 00:11:03,050
I mean... normal.

129
00:11:03,430 --> 00:11:04,410
Well, not--

130
00:11:04,440 --> 00:11:06,190
I'm not saying she's
not nice, new girl.

131
00:11:06,220 --> 00:11:08,350
I'm saying
she's a lesbo.

132
00:11:08,790 --> 00:11:10,220
And she got the hots
for Tory here.

133
00:11:11,110 --> 00:11:13,240
Who can blame her, right?
Miss Beautiful.

134
00:11:13,410 --> 00:11:14,370
( chuckles )

135
00:11:20,030 --> 00:11:21,140
- Sorry.
- Ow.

136
00:11:29,190 --> 00:11:30,560
( blows raspberry )

137
00:12:20,530 --> 00:12:22,810
( Mary narrating ) <i>I wasn't really
sure what I had just seen.</i>

138
00:12:24,030 --> 00:12:26,690
<i>I know this sounds,
like, naive,</i>

139
00:12:27,080 --> 00:12:29,040
<i>but at first, I mean,</i>

140
00:12:29,840 --> 00:12:32,570
<i>I thought they were, like,
practicing for boys.</i>

141
00:12:34,460 --> 00:12:36,290
<i>Up in Rainy River, you see,</i>

142
00:12:36,350 --> 00:12:39,010
<i>nothing had really changed
since the '50s.</i>

143
00:12:43,050 --> 00:12:44,980
<i>( birds chirping )</i>

144
00:12:46,670 --> 00:12:47,670
( door opens )

145
00:12:48,500 --> 00:12:50,440
together: It's morning time,
you lazy sluts.

146
00:12:50,460 --> 00:12:52,380
Out of bed,
or we kick your butts!

147
00:12:52,400 --> 00:12:54,890
Ally, get out of my face.
I mean it.

148
00:12:56,420 --> 00:12:58,030
Mary, this is my sister Ally.

149
00:12:58,130 --> 00:12:59,900
She's a moron.
Aren't you, Ally?

150
00:13:00,760 --> 00:13:02,720
And she has warts, like,
all over her toes.

151
00:13:03,050 --> 00:13:04,610
- It's really gross.
- No, I don't. No.

152
00:13:04,640 --> 00:13:06,260
Get your gross toes
out of my bed.

153
00:13:06,450 --> 00:13:09,010
Don't listen to her, Mary.
My toes are perfect.

154
00:13:09,690 --> 00:13:12,000
Get your fat, stinking
butts out of here!

155
00:13:13,340 --> 00:13:14,520
- Out, out, out!
- ( giggling )

156
00:13:14,550 --> 00:13:16,510
Come back here again,
I'm gonna whip your butts,

157
00:13:16,570 --> 00:13:18,060
fucking teenyboppers.

158
00:13:18,950 --> 00:13:21,630
Oh, fucking grow up.

159
00:13:27,600 --> 00:13:29,700
Hey, I think there's
blueberry pancakes today.

160
00:13:29,750 --> 00:13:31,790
( giggles )
God.

161
00:13:48,910 --> 00:13:50,810
- Wake up.
- ( giggles )

162
00:13:50,840 --> 00:13:53,310
- Mary, Lauren.
- Hi. How are you?

163
00:13:53,340 --> 00:13:54,160
Hi.

164
00:13:55,590 --> 00:13:57,750
Oh, this looks
so amazing.

165
00:13:57,870 --> 00:14:00,640
I could totally give my life for
blueberry pancakes.

166
00:14:02,130 --> 00:14:04,720
- Don't you love blueberry
pancakes, Mouse?
- Yeah.

167
00:14:04,900 --> 00:14:06,680
Hey, hey, hey,
no bottom-feeders.

168
00:14:06,780 --> 00:14:08,180
girls: Out. Get out.
Get out of here.

169
00:14:08,210 --> 00:14:10,370
- Come on.
- Out, out, out.

170
00:14:10,390 --> 00:14:12,910
Out, out, out, out,
out, out, out, out!

171
00:14:12,940 --> 00:14:17,690
Out, out, out, out, out,
out, out, out, out, out!

172
00:14:17,720 --> 00:14:20,860
- Whoo!
<i>- ( class bell rings )</i>

173
00:14:23,980 --> 00:14:25,380
Thank you,
Miss Simpson.

174
00:14:29,080 --> 00:14:30,860
We want to define
the minimum value

175
00:14:30,880 --> 00:14:34,850
of the quadratic
function.

176
00:14:34,980 --> 00:14:37,830
Now in order to do this,
we must complete the square.

177
00:14:38,120 --> 00:14:40,690
Since we know
the leading coefficient is--

178
00:14:42,770 --> 00:14:44,000
We know this,
ladies.

179
00:14:44,580 --> 00:14:45,840
- Cordelia?
- One.

180
00:14:45,860 --> 00:14:47,640
One. Yes.
Thank you.

181
00:14:48,230 --> 00:14:50,320
<i>- We simply add...</i>
- ( whispers ) She said that.

182
00:14:50,740 --> 00:14:55,060
Miss Bannet: ...half
of the linear term...

183
00:14:56,490 --> 00:14:58,680
- ( speaking softly )
- ...to "X"

184
00:14:58,730 --> 00:15:00,760
and square the result.

185
00:15:01,200 --> 00:15:04,240
To get the constant
term of 11--

186
00:15:05,690 --> 00:15:06,960
( Tory chattering )

187
00:15:07,420 --> 00:15:08,620
Victoria.

188
00:15:10,890 --> 00:15:13,370
- Yes?
- Come. Help me.

189
00:15:14,670 --> 00:15:17,540
You want me
to do the problem?

190
00:15:17,940 --> 00:15:20,610
Yes, I want you
to do the problem.

191
00:15:21,820 --> 00:15:24,210
Okay. I'll try.

192
00:15:38,850 --> 00:15:40,680
What seems to be
the delay, Victoria?

193
00:15:42,400 --> 00:15:43,410
I don't get it.

194
00:15:43,880 --> 00:15:46,210
( girls giggle )

195
00:15:46,450 --> 00:15:50,830
And what is it exactly
that you don't get?

196
00:15:54,470 --> 00:15:55,920
The X. I mean, like--

197
00:15:56,580 --> 00:15:59,010
like, where
do you get the X?

198
00:15:59,290 --> 00:16:00,530
I mean, why--

199
00:16:01,010 --> 00:16:03,530
( sighs )
like, what is--

200
00:16:03,850 --> 00:16:06,040
What is an X? Like--

201
00:16:08,210 --> 00:16:11,010
You don't get
what the X is?

202
00:16:13,230 --> 00:16:15,310
Perhaps if you spent
less time gabbing

203
00:16:15,340 --> 00:16:17,270
and a little more
time listening--

204
00:16:17,700 --> 00:16:18,710
"Gabbing"?

205
00:16:20,780 --> 00:16:23,050
I consider that word a punch
in the face, Miss Bannet.

206
00:16:23,790 --> 00:16:25,530
I beg your pardon,
Pauline?

207
00:16:26,080 --> 00:16:28,510
It's a word males use
to shoot us down,

208
00:16:28,530 --> 00:16:30,260
<i>to trivialize our
talking to each other.</i>

209
00:16:30,290 --> 00:16:32,510
You want to be part
of that shit, huh?

210
00:16:33,920 --> 00:16:36,930
Pauline Oster,
you will <i>not</i> use

211
00:16:36,960 --> 00:16:40,340
<i>that kind of language
in my classroom again.</i>

212
00:16:40,370 --> 00:16:42,760
Do you hear me?
Do you hear me?

213
00:16:43,670 --> 00:16:45,170
I have had it
up to here--

214
00:16:45,910 --> 00:16:48,370
up to my eyeballs
with your disrespect.

215
00:16:48,890 --> 00:16:50,220
<i>What do you think
you're doing?</i>

216
00:16:50,240 --> 00:16:52,820
I'm teaching, Miss Bannet--
what you should have been doing.

217
00:16:52,870 --> 00:16:55,350
- Paulie, it's okay.
- Out of my classroom.

218
00:16:55,970 --> 00:16:58,000
You will go
to Miss Vaughn's

219
00:16:58,270 --> 00:17:00,410
and explain why
you are not in my class

220
00:17:00,440 --> 00:17:02,020
and suffer the consequences.

221
00:17:03,520 --> 00:17:04,730
Do you hear me?

222
00:17:06,210 --> 00:17:08,450
Am I not <i>clear?</i>

223
00:17:11,730 --> 00:17:14,700
You have a nice day
now... Eleanor.

224
00:17:16,890 --> 00:17:18,860
<i>( girls muttering )</i>

225
00:17:18,880 --> 00:17:19,880
( door opens )

226
00:17:26,830 --> 00:17:29,150
- So what's your next class?
- Reading.

227
00:17:29,170 --> 00:17:32,420
Okay, down the hall,
on your right, okay?

228
00:17:32,680 --> 00:17:35,180
- Yeah.
- You'll be fine? Okay, bye.

229
00:17:35,440 --> 00:17:37,620
<i>( Pauline shouting )</i>

230
00:17:38,490 --> 00:17:40,340
Miss Vaughn: <i>Tell me, do</i>
<i>you know, you don't own her.</i>

231
00:17:40,360 --> 00:17:42,860
<i>Victoria can speak for herself.
Do you understand?</i>

232
00:17:43,210 --> 00:17:45,590
- Do you understand? ( scoffs )
- She wasn't saying anything, though.

233
00:17:45,680 --> 00:17:48,500
- She wasn't saying anything.
- She was saying what
she wanted to say.

234
00:17:48,530 --> 00:17:50,800
- She wasn't. She was just standing
at the blackboard crying.
- It is her class.

235
00:17:50,930 --> 00:17:54,220
I will not have you tyrannizing
my school. Do you hear?

236
00:17:54,250 --> 00:17:56,620
<i>( arguing continues )</i>

237
00:17:57,370 --> 00:17:59,890
Miss Vaughn: <i>Paulie, Paulie,</i>
<i>I give you so much...</i>

238
00:18:02,100 --> 00:18:04,740
<i>( metal clacking )</i>

239
00:18:40,870 --> 00:18:42,340
- man: Good.
- ( laughs )

240
00:18:42,370 --> 00:18:44,740
<i>( crickets chirping )</i>

241
00:18:45,790 --> 00:18:47,410
Who wants to hear the letter
to my blood mother?

242
00:18:47,800 --> 00:18:48,700
You wrote it?

243
00:18:50,900 --> 00:18:52,380
Did they actually
give you her address?

244
00:18:52,700 --> 00:18:53,660
N-no.

245
00:18:54,070 --> 00:18:55,670
But they said they'd
send it on for me.

246
00:18:55,910 --> 00:18:59,250
And if she's into it,
we can have, like, a meeting.

247
00:18:59,750 --> 00:19:01,050
Whoa.

248
00:19:01,960 --> 00:19:05,720
I know. That would
be so fucking-- hmm.

249
00:19:10,060 --> 00:19:11,340
"Dear my real mother,

250
00:19:13,270 --> 00:19:14,330
don't be scared.

251
00:19:14,970 --> 00:19:16,520
<i>It's totally okay
that you gave me up.</i>

252
00:19:16,540 --> 00:19:18,770
You were only a kid.
I totally understand.

253
00:19:20,120 --> 00:19:21,470
Don't be scared of me.

254
00:19:22,180 --> 00:19:23,540
I'm not scary.

255
00:19:25,330 --> 00:19:28,380
<i>I know you had a hard life
and I had a pretty good one--</i>

256
00:19:29,090 --> 00:19:30,670
comfortable, you know,

257
00:19:30,700 --> 00:19:32,880
if a little chilly.

258
00:19:34,010 --> 00:19:36,110
<i>Well, I imagine you
living in some basement</i>

259
00:19:36,170 --> 00:19:37,500
<i>around Gerrard
and Parliament</i>

260
00:19:37,530 --> 00:19:39,840
selling your ass for a living,
and I just thought

261
00:19:40,720 --> 00:19:43,090
I would get in touch and we
could go for a beer sometime.

262
00:19:45,150 --> 00:19:46,530
Your loving daughter,

263
00:19:47,070 --> 00:19:48,080
Pauline.

264
00:19:49,890 --> 00:19:51,490
P.S.: Janet, my fake mother--

265
00:19:51,610 --> 00:19:53,050
she smiles without her eyes

266
00:19:53,070 --> 00:19:54,430
and her hands are cold."

267
00:19:58,070 --> 00:19:59,790
I really hope she answers, P.

268
00:20:00,950 --> 00:20:01,960
When she's old,

269
00:20:02,720 --> 00:20:04,790
I'm gonna carry her
around on my back.

270
00:20:06,170 --> 00:20:07,540
You've never even met her?

271
00:20:09,500 --> 00:20:11,720
Children's Aid took me away
from her in the hospital.

272
00:20:12,430 --> 00:20:14,330
( clears throat ) She held
me for one whole day,

273
00:20:15,070 --> 00:20:16,140
every minute.

274
00:20:17,790 --> 00:20:19,280
That's what they told me.

275
00:20:21,070 --> 00:20:24,170
I never write to my mom.
We always, like, talk on the phone.

276
00:20:24,350 --> 00:20:26,170
Maybe that's why you never
say what you mean.

277
00:20:26,520 --> 00:20:28,560
I can't say
what I mean, P.

278
00:20:29,870 --> 00:20:33,000
I mean, how could I ever
really say to her what I mean,

279
00:20:34,010 --> 00:20:35,070
even in a letter?

280
00:20:36,960 --> 00:20:37,940
I mean, like,

281
00:20:38,800 --> 00:20:40,230
"Dear Mommy, I hate you

282
00:20:41,270 --> 00:20:43,590
<i>for multiple reasons,
the most recent one being</i>

283
00:20:43,620 --> 00:20:45,640
<i>because you went on and on
about my teeth at Easter</i>

284
00:20:45,660 --> 00:20:47,240
in front of all your
gross friends.

285
00:20:48,730 --> 00:20:49,780
You want me to be, like,

286
00:20:50,260 --> 00:20:51,810
your perfect Junior League girl

287
00:20:51,840 --> 00:20:54,380
and to grow up to do,
like, charity balls

288
00:20:54,400 --> 00:20:57,750
and be the concubine
of some banker, like you.

289
00:21:01,090 --> 00:21:02,680
But the truth of it is

290
00:21:04,230 --> 00:21:06,320
I'm, like, addicted to you,

291
00:21:08,250 --> 00:21:09,370
like chocolate.

292
00:21:10,460 --> 00:21:13,550
I'm like-- I just always
want to be around you.

293
00:21:14,690 --> 00:21:16,910
I'm like some stupid little puppy,
and you just keep

294
00:21:16,940 --> 00:21:18,730
kicking my teeth in
with your words--

295
00:21:19,480 --> 00:21:20,700
no, your tone.

296
00:21:21,290 --> 00:21:22,910
And sometimes--

297
00:21:25,200 --> 00:21:26,260
I don't know,

298
00:21:26,510 --> 00:21:28,290
sometimes I wish
you were dead."

299
00:21:30,870 --> 00:21:32,420
Rage more, Victoria.

300
00:21:34,010 --> 00:21:35,310
I can't believe
I just said that.

301
00:21:35,440 --> 00:21:36,760
( giggling )

302
00:21:37,690 --> 00:21:40,070
- ( slapping legs )
- ( giggling )

303
00:21:42,200 --> 00:21:44,950
My stepmother's always talking
about me when I'm there.

304
00:21:46,760 --> 00:21:47,880
I hate it.

305
00:21:49,640 --> 00:21:50,870
I hate her.

306
00:21:51,800 --> 00:21:54,180
I think she's jealous
of my closeness to my dad.

307
00:21:55,000 --> 00:21:56,990
Tory's mom's insanely
jealous of her.

308
00:21:57,760 --> 00:22:00,050
- ( Tory laughs softly )
<i>- Creeps me the fuck out.</i>

309
00:22:00,550 --> 00:22:02,610
Why would she be
jealous of me?

310
00:22:03,210 --> 00:22:05,280
- Duh.
- What?

311
00:22:10,870 --> 00:22:12,560
Mary, you didn't do
your letter yet.

312
00:22:17,310 --> 00:22:18,270
Oh.

313
00:22:20,950 --> 00:22:22,550
She died three years ago.

314
00:22:23,510 --> 00:22:26,380
- I'm sorry.
- No, it's okay.

315
00:22:28,270 --> 00:22:30,090
I just don't see the point
of writing her a letter.

316
00:22:30,730 --> 00:22:32,110
Maybe she could
hear you, you know?

317
00:22:34,300 --> 00:22:36,840
- If I did write her a letter--
- Go for it.

318
00:22:40,750 --> 00:22:42,040
"Dear Mother,

319
00:22:44,220 --> 00:22:46,180
remember,
you asked me

320
00:22:46,640 --> 00:22:47,950
when you were sick--

321
00:22:49,660 --> 00:22:50,900
well, dying--?

322
00:22:52,840 --> 00:22:53,940
It was fall.

323
00:22:54,930 --> 00:22:56,160
October.

324
00:22:58,560 --> 00:23:01,190
Still hot that year,
and your room--

325
00:23:02,110 --> 00:23:04,420
it smelled like
sweet, rotten apples.

326
00:23:10,450 --> 00:23:12,880
And I was holding
your head in my arms

327
00:23:15,380 --> 00:23:17,470
and your breathing
was so fast

328
00:23:19,990 --> 00:23:21,850
and, like, shallow.

329
00:23:26,800 --> 00:23:28,250
And you said, 'Mary,

330
00:23:28,960 --> 00:23:29,750
please...

331
00:23:31,420 --> 00:23:32,550
remember me.'

332
00:23:35,650 --> 00:23:36,650
And the thing is

333
00:23:38,360 --> 00:23:41,130
I do sometimes forget
what you look like."

334
00:23:48,950 --> 00:23:49,930
Brave.

335
00:23:52,230 --> 00:23:54,330
Do you really not remember
what she looked like?

336
00:23:57,540 --> 00:23:58,940
Sometimes.

337
00:24:01,380 --> 00:24:03,450
God, that is so
incredibly sad.

338
00:24:04,970 --> 00:24:05,990
<i>Brave.</i>

339
00:24:07,110 --> 00:24:09,530
That's your new name--
Mary B,

340
00:24:10,370 --> 00:24:11,770
"B" for "Brave."

341
00:24:13,940 --> 00:24:15,280
"Mouse" is dead.

342
00:24:16,340 --> 00:24:18,180
We're glad you're
our new roommate, Mary.

343
00:24:18,530 --> 00:24:19,560
<i>Aren't we, Paulie?</i>

344
00:24:19,870 --> 00:24:23,000
Duh. Are you glad to be <i>our</i>
new roommate, Mary Brave?

345
00:24:23,660 --> 00:24:24,960
<i>Come on, truth.
Be honest.</i>

346
00:24:25,010 --> 00:24:29,600
Choir:
<i>♪ Sanctus ♪</i>

347
00:24:29,970 --> 00:24:34,600
<i>♪ Sanctus ♪</i>

348
00:24:34,960 --> 00:24:39,350
<i>♪ Saint ♪</i>

349
00:24:39,960 --> 00:24:44,720
<i>♪ Saint ♪</i>

350
00:24:44,810 --> 00:24:49,020
<i>♪ Lord God♪</i>

351
00:24:49,140 --> 00:24:51,880
<i>♪ Sabaoth ♪</i>

352
00:24:51,910 --> 00:24:56,410
<i>♪ Lord God♪</i>

353
00:24:56,450 --> 00:25:00,520
<i>♪ God of Sabaoth♪</i>

354
00:25:00,550 --> 00:25:05,160
<i>♪ The skies are full♪</i>

355
00:25:05,190 --> 00:25:08,830
<i>♪ Heaven and earth</i>

356
00:25:08,860 --> 00:25:13,500
<i>♪ Your Glory♪</i>

357
00:25:13,530 --> 00:25:19,300
<i>♪ Your Glory♪</i>

358
00:25:21,910 --> 00:25:24,370
<i>♪ Hosanna, Hosanna♪</i>

359
00:25:24,410 --> 00:25:26,860
<i>♪ Hosanna, Hosanna♪</i>

360
00:25:26,890 --> 00:25:28,890
<i>♪ On high ♪</i>

361
00:25:28,910 --> 00:25:30,930
<i>♪ On high ♪</i>

362
00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:33,020
<i>♪ Hosanna, Hosanna♪</i>

363
00:25:33,050 --> 00:25:34,960
<i>♪ Hosanna, Hosanna♪</i>

364
00:25:35,030 --> 00:25:37,000
<i>♪ On high ♪</i>

365
00:25:37,020 --> 00:25:42,530
<i>♪ On high. ♪</i>

366
00:25:58,440 --> 00:26:00,780
<i>(tower bells ringing)</i>

367
00:26:04,450 --> 00:26:06,840
Uhm, excuse me.

368
00:26:09,050 --> 00:26:10,350
I was wondering

369
00:26:11,340 --> 00:26:13,850
would you--
could you--?

370
00:26:14,680 --> 00:26:15,790
You like to garden?

371
00:26:16,310 --> 00:26:18,100
Yeah. Yes.

372
00:26:19,030 --> 00:26:20,090
I used to do it every day,

373
00:26:20,120 --> 00:26:22,070
from, like, April till it
snowed, with my mother,

374
00:26:22,340 --> 00:26:23,640
before she passed away

375
00:26:25,890 --> 00:26:26,940
a couple of years ago.

376
00:26:29,430 --> 00:26:32,200
- I'm sorry to hear that.
- So I was wondering

377
00:26:32,220 --> 00:26:34,200
if maybe you could use
some help sometime.

378
00:26:34,500 --> 00:26:37,040
Or, if you'd rather not,
that's totally fine.

379
00:26:38,090 --> 00:26:40,130
No, no, no.
That's okay. It's, uh--

380
00:26:40,730 --> 00:26:41,800
that'd be nice.

381
00:26:42,680 --> 00:26:43,940
<i>( chuckles )</i>

382
00:26:44,170 --> 00:26:46,860
It's, uh, the first time in 20 years

383
00:26:46,880 --> 00:26:48,280
<i>that one of the
girls offered.</i>

384
00:26:48,770 --> 00:26:50,040
It's sort of like a sign coming,

385
00:26:50,060 --> 00:26:52,290
you know, like a
dawning of a new age.

386
00:26:52,440 --> 00:26:56,510
( chuckles )
Yeah, well,

387
00:26:57,170 --> 00:26:58,230
I was just kidding.

388
00:26:59,180 --> 00:27:01,800
I'll run it past Fay--
I mean Miss Vaughn,

389
00:27:01,820 --> 00:27:03,840
the, uh, headmistress.

390
00:27:04,450 --> 00:27:05,900
I'm sure she'll be
okay with that.

391
00:27:09,190 --> 00:27:10,440
Hey, what's your name?

392
00:27:11,610 --> 00:27:12,700
Well, it's--

393
00:27:14,770 --> 00:27:15,980
it's in transition.

394
00:27:17,260 --> 00:27:20,270
"In transition"? I like that.

395
00:27:22,860 --> 00:27:25,120
So, uh, how do you spell that?

396
00:27:25,140 --> 00:27:26,530
Is that with a "ph"
or an "f"?

397
00:27:26,770 --> 00:27:30,890
( chuckles )

398
00:27:31,740 --> 00:27:34,400
You're a bit of
a thinker, aren't you?

399
00:27:37,580 --> 00:27:38,720
I don't know.

400
00:27:39,050 --> 00:27:40,310
Well, you are.

401
00:27:41,820 --> 00:27:44,780
So I'll be expecting you,
"in transition."

402
00:27:45,620 --> 00:27:47,040
And get yourself
some gloves.

403
00:27:55,290 --> 00:27:56,470
So?

404
00:28:00,930 --> 00:28:03,220
She's been planning
this trip to Italy all year.

405
00:28:03,850 --> 00:28:05,400
I just can't call
her up and be like,

406
00:28:06,200 --> 00:28:07,380
"Sorry, Mom, trip's off.

407
00:28:07,620 --> 00:28:09,510
I'm going tree planting
out west with Paulie."

408
00:28:13,350 --> 00:28:14,740
Tory.

409
00:28:19,290 --> 00:28:20,870
You know
what I want to do.

410
00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:23,250
But I can't.

411
00:28:24,770 --> 00:28:27,110
She's been acting really
psycho lately, Paulie.

412
00:28:29,740 --> 00:28:31,500
And, I don't know. I--

413
00:28:32,530 --> 00:28:34,490
I have to spend
time with her.

414
00:28:34,680 --> 00:28:35,680
( dog barks )

415
00:28:36,970 --> 00:28:39,460
Besides, you and me will be
together in the fall at McGill.

416
00:28:40,910 --> 00:28:42,830
We will be <i>so</i> together.

417
00:28:47,700 --> 00:28:50,040
I'm gonna plant
3000 trees a day

418
00:28:51,070 --> 00:28:52,860
and win a golden
shovel for you.

419
00:28:53,670 --> 00:28:55,420
( both laughing )

420
00:28:56,230 --> 00:28:57,230
♪♪

421
00:28:57,600 --> 00:29:00,220
<i>♪ Such pretty hair ♪</i>

422
00:29:04,900 --> 00:29:07,230
<i>♪ May I kiss you? ♪</i>

423
00:29:08,800 --> 00:29:10,430
<i>♪ May I
kiss you there? ♪</i>

424
00:29:12,210 --> 00:29:15,450
<i>♪ So beautiful you are ♪</i>

425
00:29:17,010 --> 00:29:19,670
<i>♪ So beautiful ♪</i>

426
00:29:21,450 --> 00:29:23,430
<i>♪ Beautiful... ♪</i>

427
00:29:23,740 --> 00:29:25,020
( moans )

428
00:29:27,920 --> 00:29:29,310
<i>♪ Please ♪</i>

429
00:29:30,030 --> 00:29:31,230
<i>♪ Don't move ♪</i>

430
00:29:35,570 --> 00:29:38,320
<i>♪ You feel
so good to me ♪</i>

431
00:29:43,100 --> 00:29:45,490
<i>♪ Hmm, tell me
in my ear ♪</i>

432
00:29:47,240 --> 00:29:49,190
<i>♪ Beautiful ♪</i>

433
00:29:50,960 --> 00:29:52,960
<i>♪ Beautiful ♪</i>

434
00:29:56,680 --> 00:29:58,880
<i>♪ So very beautiful. ♪</i>

435
00:30:11,710 --> 00:30:13,450
<i>( birds chirping )</i>

436
00:30:14,190 --> 00:30:16,660
<i>( sprinklers pulsing )</i>

437
00:30:23,890 --> 00:30:26,490
( alarm beeping )

438
00:30:26,820 --> 00:30:28,120
( alarm stops )

439
00:30:36,990 --> 00:30:38,350
Oh.

440
00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:43,430
Sh-she gets serious
nightmares.

441
00:30:50,900 --> 00:30:52,550
( snickering )

442
00:30:56,570 --> 00:30:58,740
( water splashing )

443
00:31:03,320 --> 00:31:05,260
<i>( tower bells ringing )</i>

444
00:31:05,830 --> 00:31:07,740
Shall we go easy today
for Mary Brave?

445
00:31:09,970 --> 00:31:12,430
You're gonna love it in here.
It's so cool.

446
00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:15,120
Are you okay?

447
00:31:15,440 --> 00:31:17,310
Coach says you should be
able to speak easily.

448
00:31:18,860 --> 00:31:20,760
Okay, no pain, no gain,
Mary Brave.

449
00:31:22,090 --> 00:31:24,000
You're doing pretty good
for your first time out, though.

450
00:31:24,290 --> 00:31:26,320
- Wouldn't you say, Paulie?
- Not bad.

451
00:31:27,210 --> 00:31:29,360
I'd say we're doing, like,
seven-and-half-minute miles.

452
00:31:30,470 --> 00:31:32,710
No way, Tor. We're,
like, nine at the fastest.

453
00:31:32,770 --> 00:31:34,670
We're dragging
our butts, man.

454
00:31:35,210 --> 00:31:38,160
<i>- ( bird screeches )</i>
- Whoa. Whoa.

455
00:31:38,180 --> 00:31:40,800
- Oh, shit.
- Oh, my God.

456
00:31:43,610 --> 00:31:45,260
It's so beautiful.

457
00:31:45,490 --> 00:31:47,250
Don't touch it if you
don't want to get bit.

458
00:31:47,390 --> 00:31:50,980
<i>- I wasn't gonna touch it.
- Just leave it to me, okay?</i>

459
00:31:52,010 --> 00:31:53,300
Okay, I'll take care
of it.

460
00:31:53,330 --> 00:31:55,170
<i>( screeching )</i>

461
00:31:57,930 --> 00:31:59,290
I said just leave it to me.

462
00:31:59,700 --> 00:32:01,250
I'll meet up
with you later. Go.

463
00:32:02,770 --> 00:32:05,040
Come on. When she gets
something in her head...

464
00:32:20,230 --> 00:32:22,600
- Hey.
- Hey there.

465
00:32:23,390 --> 00:32:24,330
Hi.

466
00:32:25,690 --> 00:32:28,900
Wonder if you sexy ladies would
like to smoke a spliff with us.

467
00:32:29,210 --> 00:32:31,670
Uh, thanks, but we're
in training, so...

468
00:32:32,280 --> 00:32:33,870
Hey, aren't you
Tim Moller's sister?

469
00:32:34,330 --> 00:32:35,910
- Yeah, I'm Tory.
- Hi.

470
00:32:36,550 --> 00:32:39,450
- And this is Mary.
- Nice to meet you.

471
00:32:39,880 --> 00:32:41,390
I'm Jake Hollander.

472
00:32:41,420 --> 00:32:43,270
- And this is John.
- Hi.

473
00:32:43,300 --> 00:32:45,130
- And that idiot is Phil.
- Hi.

474
00:32:45,720 --> 00:32:46,650
Hi.

475
00:32:46,810 --> 00:32:48,160
( clicking tongue )

476
00:32:48,810 --> 00:32:50,100
( screeches )

477
00:32:53,980 --> 00:32:55,350
( screeches )

478
00:33:08,760 --> 00:33:11,540
So anyway,
we'll get going.

479
00:33:11,720 --> 00:33:15,780
Hey, Tory, isn't Tim's 18th
coming up down at the Blue Note?

480
00:33:15,940 --> 00:33:17,860
Yeah. Yeah, it is.

481
00:33:18,070 --> 00:33:20,580
Sounds like a good time.
You gonna be there?

482
00:33:22,060 --> 00:33:24,780
Uh, maybe.
( giggles )

483
00:33:25,640 --> 00:33:27,090
Anyways, we gotta go.

484
00:33:27,760 --> 00:33:29,200
Well, I hope to see
you there, Tory.

485
00:33:29,220 --> 00:33:31,490
( chuckles ) "I hope to
see you there, Tory."

486
00:33:31,520 --> 00:33:33,350
- Shut up.
- ( laughing )

487
00:33:34,200 --> 00:33:35,770
Mary:
I think he likes you.

488
00:33:36,720 --> 00:33:38,960
- Tory: Who?
- You know who.

489
00:33:39,990 --> 00:33:41,180
He likes my tits.

490
00:33:41,890 --> 00:33:43,280
They all like my tits.

491
00:33:45,010 --> 00:33:46,800
- So are you gonna go?
- Where?

492
00:33:47,480 --> 00:33:49,200
To your brother's
birthday party.

493
00:33:49,810 --> 00:33:51,520
And have all those
gross guys groping me?

494
00:33:51,540 --> 00:33:53,620
No, thanks. I'd rather
stay home and do math.

495
00:33:54,770 --> 00:33:56,600
I wonder where Paulie
is with that bird.

496
00:33:57,960 --> 00:33:59,580
Paulie!

497
00:34:01,430 --> 00:34:03,000
Paulie!

498
00:34:06,470 --> 00:34:09,370
<i>( piano scales playing )</i>

499
00:34:55,510 --> 00:34:56,800
<i>( door opens )</i>

500
00:34:58,990 --> 00:35:00,310
<i>( door closes )</i>

501
00:35:03,020 --> 00:35:05,100
Oh, my God.
Is that for the bird?

502
00:35:05,640 --> 00:35:08,560
If they can see too much, they get
freaked out and they go psycho.

503
00:35:12,990 --> 00:35:14,690
Do you think he's gonna
be able to fly again?

504
00:35:15,220 --> 00:35:17,470
Don't worry.
I'm gonna take care of it.

505
00:35:19,200 --> 00:35:21,940
This is gonna be
way, way cool.

506
00:35:27,950 --> 00:35:29,080
Come here.

507
00:35:39,920 --> 00:35:42,300
I would so totally
lose it without you, P.

508
00:36:00,240 --> 00:36:02,980
<i>( bird calling )</i>

509
00:36:03,010 --> 00:36:04,500
I'm gonna protect you.

510
00:36:06,680 --> 00:36:08,890
( screeching )

511
00:36:10,710 --> 00:36:12,050
( clicking tongue )

512
00:36:13,950 --> 00:36:15,110
( screeching )

513
00:36:26,370 --> 00:36:28,740
<i>( tower bells ringing )</i>

514
00:36:39,220 --> 00:36:40,220
My mother--

515
00:36:40,250 --> 00:36:42,180
she really liked
to get her hands dirty.

516
00:36:43,100 --> 00:36:45,460
I'm always afraid of,
like, worm eggs.

517
00:36:46,090 --> 00:36:47,120
Worm eggs?

518
00:36:48,260 --> 00:36:49,500
Do worms lay eggs?

519
00:36:50,380 --> 00:36:53,480
I think so.
Or no. I don't know.

520
00:36:53,510 --> 00:36:54,840
( chuckles )

521
00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:58,040
I don't think they lay eggs.
I think they just kind of

522
00:36:58,930 --> 00:37:00,400
ooze up out of the earth.

523
00:37:02,460 --> 00:37:04,180
Your mother-- she sounds
pretty interesting.

524
00:37:05,410 --> 00:37:07,670
I like a woman who doesn't
mind getting her hands dirty.

525
00:37:07,970 --> 00:37:09,660
Yeah. She would say,

526
00:37:09,690 --> 00:37:11,540
"Hey, don't worry.
It's a clean dirty."

527
00:37:11,570 --> 00:37:13,040
( chuckles )

528
00:37:13,220 --> 00:37:15,030
- She was funny.
- Yeah.

529
00:37:17,060 --> 00:37:18,430
Every year in the spring,

530
00:37:18,510 --> 00:37:20,240
she would wake me up
in the morning

531
00:37:21,200 --> 00:37:22,640
and she would whisper
in my ear,

532
00:37:23,070 --> 00:37:24,480
"The first crocus is here."

533
00:37:26,070 --> 00:37:27,160
And we would go outside

534
00:37:27,180 --> 00:37:29,170
in our nightgowns
and our bare feet and--

535
00:37:29,190 --> 00:37:31,260
And, uh, get your feet
dirty together?

536
00:37:32,910 --> 00:37:36,350
<i>- ♪ I need a kiss, why can't</i>
<i>I get just one screw? ♪</i>
- Put the bed over here.

537
00:37:36,380 --> 00:37:38,990
All: ♪ Why can't I get
just one screw? ♪

538
00:37:39,010 --> 00:37:41,300
♪ Believe me,
I'd know what to do ♪

539
00:37:41,320 --> 00:37:44,230
♪ But something won't let me
make love to you... ♪

540
00:37:44,250 --> 00:37:46,790
<i>( music continues )</i>

541
00:37:47,330 --> 00:37:49,400
( volume rises )

542
00:37:54,060 --> 00:37:56,280
All: ♪ Why can't I get
just one fuck? ♪

543
00:37:56,310 --> 00:37:58,700
♪ Why can't I
get just one fuck? ♪

544
00:37:59,250 --> 00:38:01,290
♪ Must have something
to do with luck... ♪

545
00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:03,890
( recording continues )
<i>♪ But I waited my whole life</i>
<i>for just one... ♪</i>

546
00:38:03,910 --> 00:38:06,890
<i>- ( girls giggling )
- ♪ Day after day... ♪</i>

547
00:38:11,220 --> 00:38:12,970
( puffs )

548
00:39:05,680 --> 00:39:08,450
( mice squeaking )

549
00:39:43,400 --> 00:39:45,070
( laughs )

550
00:39:46,400 --> 00:39:47,700
<i>♪ Yeah ♪</i>

551
00:40:26,310 --> 00:40:27,690
( whispers )
Tory, I love you.

552
00:40:30,110 --> 00:40:32,800
- Tory.
- ( both giggling )

553
00:40:33,320 --> 00:40:35,630
( Mary narrating ) <i>I don't know
if they didn't know I could hear</i>

554
00:40:36,170 --> 00:40:38,180
<i>or just pretended
they didn't know.</i>

555
00:40:39,640 --> 00:40:40,820
<i>But after a while</i>

556
00:40:41,620 --> 00:40:43,160
<i>it was kind of,</i>

557
00:40:44,720 --> 00:40:46,470
<i>I don't know, okay.</i>

558
00:40:47,540 --> 00:40:49,730
<i>Their sounds,
their whispers,</i>

559
00:40:50,890 --> 00:40:52,970
<i>their shadows
became kind of--</i>

560
00:40:53,930 --> 00:40:58,030
<i>well, just like part
of my dreams or something,</i>

561
00:40:58,150 --> 00:40:59,790
<i>just the way things were.</i>

562
00:41:02,650 --> 00:41:04,050
( giggling )

563
00:41:04,420 --> 00:41:05,670
( door opens )

564
00:41:05,770 --> 00:41:07,950
It's morning time,
you lazy--

565
00:41:10,390 --> 00:41:11,980
- Holy fuck.
- Oh, my God.

566
00:41:12,000 --> 00:41:14,640
- That is so disgusting.
<i>- What the hell?</i>

567
00:41:16,110 --> 00:41:17,420
Bedford, shut the door.

568
00:41:19,530 --> 00:41:20,540
God.

569
00:41:21,610 --> 00:41:22,910
Look, your--

570
00:41:23,940 --> 00:41:25,810
your sister gets nightmares.
She's, like--

571
00:41:26,710 --> 00:41:28,380
she's, like, screaming
in her sleep.

572
00:41:29,190 --> 00:41:30,100
Uh-huh.

573
00:41:30,720 --> 00:41:32,520
( sighs ) Bedford...

574
00:41:34,310 --> 00:41:36,540
It isn't-- it really
isn't what you think.

575
00:41:41,450 --> 00:41:43,790
Get out.
Get out of my bed.

576
00:41:43,820 --> 00:41:45,600
Relax. She'll get over it.

577
00:41:46,510 --> 00:41:49,100
You don't know Allison, okay?
She'll go hysterical.

578
00:41:49,420 --> 00:41:51,110
She's gonna go straight
to Mom and Dad.

579
00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:52,780
So?

580
00:41:53,130 --> 00:41:55,430
Fuck it. It's the 21st
century, right?

581
00:41:57,340 --> 00:41:58,760
No, no, no.

582
00:41:59,180 --> 00:42:00,760
You don't understand.
You just--

583
00:42:02,080 --> 00:42:03,640
you just don't understand.

584
00:42:12,400 --> 00:42:14,920
I swear to God, Ally,
she just crawled into my bed.

585
00:42:15,040 --> 00:42:16,510
I didn't even know
she was there.

586
00:42:16,820 --> 00:42:18,200
She crawled
into your bed?

587
00:42:21,060 --> 00:42:22,790
I think she has a crush
on me or something.

588
00:42:23,550 --> 00:42:24,960
I've told her
I'm not like that.

589
00:42:24,990 --> 00:42:26,380
Tory, that's disgusting.

590
00:42:27,900 --> 00:42:29,100
Why don't you
tell somebody?

591
00:42:29,500 --> 00:42:30,770
Tell Vaughn.
Have her kicked out.

592
00:42:31,260 --> 00:42:32,700
I feel sorry
for her,

593
00:42:33,370 --> 00:42:34,770
being adopted
and everything.

594
00:42:35,100 --> 00:42:37,130
Tory, you are too nice.

595
00:42:38,280 --> 00:42:40,860
So you'll tell
your friends, right?

596
00:42:40,970 --> 00:42:43,410
- You'll tell them the truth,
that I'm not like that.
- Of course.

597
00:42:44,650 --> 00:42:46,220
I can't believe
I ever thought you were.

598
00:42:46,800 --> 00:42:49,700
And Mom and Dad--
you're not gonna tell
them anything, right?

599
00:42:50,580 --> 00:42:51,570
No, Tor.

600
00:42:52,760 --> 00:42:54,230
But are you sure
that you're not--?

601
00:42:54,270 --> 00:42:56,880
Ally, I love guys.

602
00:42:57,330 --> 00:42:58,980
I'm boy crazy, if anything.

603
00:43:00,000 --> 00:43:02,060
Actually, there's this
really cute guy from R.A.B.

604
00:43:02,080 --> 00:43:03,790
I met the other day--
Jake.

605
00:43:04,100 --> 00:43:06,030
And he is so totally
in love with me.

606
00:43:06,300 --> 00:43:08,360
Yeah? Are you gonna
go out with him?

607
00:43:08,410 --> 00:43:09,480
Are you kidding?

608
00:43:09,630 --> 00:43:11,690
We're going to Tim's
party together Friday.

609
00:43:11,840 --> 00:43:14,450
- ( girls giggle )
- Allison, come on.

610
00:43:15,580 --> 00:43:16,610
Don't worry, Tor.

611
00:43:16,850 --> 00:43:18,280
I'll straighten everything out.

612
00:43:22,410 --> 00:43:24,870
<i>♪ Such pretty hair ♪</i>

613
00:43:29,560 --> 00:43:31,890
<i>♪ May I kiss you? ♪</i>

614
00:43:33,400 --> 00:43:35,530
<i>♪ May I
kiss you there? ♪</i>

615
00:43:37,270 --> 00:43:40,500
<i>♪ So beautiful
you are ♪</i>

616
00:43:42,040 --> 00:43:44,510
<i>♪ So beautiful ♪</i>

617
00:43:46,190 --> 00:43:48,220
<i>♪ Beautiful ♪</i>

618
00:43:52,610 --> 00:43:54,640
<i>♪ Please ♪</i>

619
00:43:54,710 --> 00:43:56,620
<i>♪ Don't move ♪</i>

620
00:44:00,260 --> 00:44:03,090
<i>♪ You feel so good
to me... ♪</i>

621
00:44:31,520 --> 00:44:33,390
girl:
<i>Hey, Tory.</i>

622
00:44:46,920 --> 00:44:48,590
So how are you?

623
00:44:50,850 --> 00:44:52,140
Look, first of all,

624
00:44:52,680 --> 00:44:54,230
whatever they're saying
is trash talk,

625
00:44:54,680 --> 00:44:55,710
stupid.

626
00:44:57,930 --> 00:44:59,400
I know you guys
won't listen to it.

627
00:44:59,920 --> 00:45:01,200
Of course not.

628
00:45:01,780 --> 00:45:03,880
God, I mean, even if it was
true, I'd still be like,

629
00:45:03,910 --> 00:45:05,930
"So? Grow up."

630
00:45:06,790 --> 00:45:07,950
But it's not true.

631
00:45:08,010 --> 00:45:10,370
I mean, like, my aunt is gay.
Like, get over it.

632
00:45:10,630 --> 00:45:12,940
Yeah, but I'm not,
totally, so...

633
00:45:13,680 --> 00:45:14,720
No, I know.

634
00:45:21,870 --> 00:45:23,180
She's upset.

635
00:45:24,440 --> 00:45:25,710
Give her time.

636
00:45:28,350 --> 00:45:30,240
Bedford, this is
a dark day.

637
00:45:36,200 --> 00:45:37,230
"Darkling

638
00:45:37,750 --> 00:45:40,530
Stand the varying shores o' the world.

639
00:45:40,570 --> 00:45:42,790
O Anthony,

640
00:45:42,830 --> 00:45:44,580
Anthony, Anthony!"

641
00:45:45,260 --> 00:45:46,610
Eh?

642
00:45:47,760 --> 00:45:49,570
Her beloved is dying.

643
00:45:50,170 --> 00:45:51,250
You see?

644
00:45:51,890 --> 00:45:53,890
And so she calls
upon the sun

645
00:45:53,910 --> 00:45:56,730
to burn the whole sphere--

646
00:45:56,890 --> 00:45:58,230
the world, in fact.

647
00:45:59,720 --> 00:46:01,010
Her feeling is,

648
00:46:02,080 --> 00:46:03,880
how can nothing
in nature change

649
00:46:03,910 --> 00:46:07,180
when such an extraordinarily
shattering--?

650
00:46:07,330 --> 00:46:09,440
Listen to this.
A little later she goes,

651
00:46:09,890 --> 00:46:13,070
"Shall I abide
In this dull world,

652
00:46:13,090 --> 00:46:16,410
which in thy absence is
No better than a sty?"

653
00:46:17,850 --> 00:46:20,190
Sty-- I like that.

654
00:46:21,270 --> 00:46:22,890
And a bit later she says,

655
00:46:24,700 --> 00:46:27,040
"The crown of the earth
doth melt.

656
00:46:27,710 --> 00:46:30,110
And there is nothing left
remarkable

657
00:46:30,140 --> 00:46:31,770
Beneath the visiting moon."

658
00:46:32,660 --> 00:46:33,840
Nothing-- I know that.

659
00:46:34,920 --> 00:46:37,310
Yes. Oh, yes.

660
00:46:38,270 --> 00:46:40,280
Eventually we all do, hmm?

661
00:46:40,860 --> 00:46:44,360
You see what this is
all about is

662
00:46:44,650 --> 00:46:46,610
love. Hmm?

663
00:46:47,700 --> 00:46:51,110
Mad, passionate love

664
00:46:51,350 --> 00:46:53,720
that crosses all boundaries.

665
00:46:55,120 --> 00:46:58,390
And <i>that's</i> why we still
relate to it today.

666
00:46:58,870 --> 00:47:02,940
Well, who among us
has not felt passion?

667
00:47:03,220 --> 00:47:06,030
<i>Now there are some
who would say that, uhm,</i>

668
00:47:06,240 --> 00:47:08,830
love is outmoded, tired,

669
00:47:10,180 --> 00:47:12,140
a social construct,

670
00:47:12,160 --> 00:47:13,990
<i>if you will. Hmm?</i>

671
00:47:16,510 --> 00:47:19,380
What do you girls think?
Lauren.

672
00:47:20,670 --> 00:47:23,200
When my father left my
mother for his girlfriend,

673
00:47:23,300 --> 00:47:24,490
he said it was love.

674
00:47:25,300 --> 00:47:27,340
But it was obvious to
everyone that it was,

675
00:47:28,190 --> 00:47:30,210
well, sex.

676
00:47:30,270 --> 00:47:32,870
- ( girls giggle )
- I think love is sex.

677
00:47:33,970 --> 00:47:36,690
I think it's,
like, projection,

678
00:47:37,320 --> 00:47:39,190
like a mirage
in the desert.

679
00:47:39,730 --> 00:47:41,880
You see what you want to
see in the person, you know?

680
00:47:42,330 --> 00:47:44,810
No, no, no. It's a chemical high
induced by your body

681
00:47:44,830 --> 00:47:46,210
so that you'll want
to make babies.

682
00:47:47,010 --> 00:47:49,140
- It's money.
- Liar.

683
00:47:49,660 --> 00:47:52,370
Liar. Liar. Liar.

684
00:47:52,950 --> 00:47:54,920
You've all got your heads
up your assholes,

685
00:47:54,950 --> 00:47:56,630
because love <i>is.</i>

686
00:47:57,560 --> 00:48:00,430
It just is. And nothing you can
say can make it go away,

687
00:48:00,510 --> 00:48:03,180
because it is the point
of why we are here.

688
00:48:03,210 --> 00:48:05,790
It is the highest point.
And once you are up there,

689
00:48:06,110 --> 00:48:07,790
looking down
on everyone else--

690
00:48:08,510 --> 00:48:09,880
you're there forever.

691
00:48:10,690 --> 00:48:13,630
Because if you move, right,
you'll fall.

692
00:48:15,530 --> 00:48:16,630
You'll fall.

693
00:48:19,760 --> 00:48:21,660
Yes, Paulie.

694
00:48:23,540 --> 00:48:25,800
I think you may be right.

695
00:48:27,920 --> 00:48:29,310
Listen, Mary,

696
00:48:29,950 --> 00:48:31,630
I have to talk to you
about Paulie.

697
00:48:35,480 --> 00:48:37,330
I know the whole thing
must be really weird for you

698
00:48:37,360 --> 00:48:38,500
and I'm sorry.

699
00:48:38,980 --> 00:48:41,860
But, like, you are
the only person

700
00:48:41,890 --> 00:48:43,050
who I can really--

701
00:48:45,680 --> 00:48:47,770
Look, you don't know
my parents, okay?

702
00:48:48,700 --> 00:48:51,010
They are super, super
straight and religious

703
00:48:51,070 --> 00:48:53,890
and they would literally
never speak to me again.

704
00:48:55,520 --> 00:48:57,720
And I-- I need them

705
00:48:57,740 --> 00:48:59,050
to be a part of my life.

706
00:49:01,150 --> 00:49:03,000
I couldn't deal
with losing them.

707
00:49:06,260 --> 00:49:07,960
I mean, I love Paulie.

708
00:49:09,010 --> 00:49:10,250
You know that I do.

709
00:49:11,580 --> 00:49:13,680
I mean, she's my best
friend in the world

710
00:49:13,820 --> 00:49:17,020
and probably the only person
that I will ever love, like,

711
00:49:17,100 --> 00:49:19,290
like in the way
that Cleopatra--

712
00:49:22,730 --> 00:49:24,100
And to hurt her

713
00:49:26,300 --> 00:49:28,540
feels like I'm choking,
you know?

714
00:49:30,490 --> 00:49:32,690
Like I'm not
in the breathing world.

715
00:49:35,370 --> 00:49:37,170
But, like, there's this life

716
00:49:37,190 --> 00:49:38,780
that I'm supposed
to live, okay,

717
00:49:38,810 --> 00:49:41,780
like this dream that my
mother and father have for me.

718
00:49:42,360 --> 00:49:43,880
And even though
it is killing me--

719
00:49:46,430 --> 00:49:48,260
even though
it's killing me, Mary,

720
00:49:49,220 --> 00:49:52,320
I will never be the same laughing,
goofy Tory with her, ever.

721
00:49:53,710 --> 00:49:55,110
I cannot
be with her ever,

722
00:49:55,190 --> 00:49:56,970
not ever, ever again.

723
00:50:02,330 --> 00:50:04,870
And the thing is, Mary,
it all depends on you now.

724
00:50:06,440 --> 00:50:07,450
I mean,

725
00:50:09,020 --> 00:50:12,590
Paulie is gonna
take this very hard.

726
00:50:13,980 --> 00:50:16,100
Okay? She's really sensitive.

727
00:50:17,010 --> 00:50:20,490
And she's really gonna
need a loyal friend.

728
00:50:21,130 --> 00:50:24,580
She's gonna need you more than
anyone has ever needed you, Mary.

729
00:50:26,330 --> 00:50:27,880
You think you can
handle it?

730
00:50:32,950 --> 00:50:34,480
What are you putting
that shit on for?

731
00:50:35,500 --> 00:50:36,540
Because.

732
00:50:37,510 --> 00:50:38,740
Because why?

733
00:50:39,890 --> 00:50:41,150
Because I'm going out.

734
00:50:42,280 --> 00:50:43,300
Oh? Where
are you going?

735
00:50:44,250 --> 00:50:46,020
Just out--
with a friend.

736
00:50:46,090 --> 00:50:47,140
What friend?

737
00:50:47,830 --> 00:50:49,230
Just a friend
of mine, okay?

738
00:50:50,200 --> 00:50:51,860
I'm just interested
to know, that's all.

739
00:50:53,250 --> 00:50:55,690
Yeah, well, friends should
respect each other's privacy.

740
00:50:58,670 --> 00:50:59,700
Friends?

741
00:51:01,560 --> 00:51:03,080
Yeah, friends.

742
00:51:04,330 --> 00:51:06,020
We're all friends here,
aren't we, Mary B?

743
00:51:07,450 --> 00:51:09,180
We're not just friends.

744
00:51:13,290 --> 00:51:14,660
I'm sorry, Paulie.

745
00:51:19,150 --> 00:51:20,400
<i>( door closes )</i>

746
00:51:27,780 --> 00:51:28,920
Are you okay?

747
00:51:30,910 --> 00:51:32,710
In her eyes,
that brightness, eh?

748
00:51:33,720 --> 00:51:35,680
Just like my fake mother--

749
00:51:37,140 --> 00:51:39,480
that brightness when she lies.

750
00:51:48,210 --> 00:51:50,670
<i>( crickets chirping )</i>

751
00:52:17,320 --> 00:52:19,020
( softly )
Hello.

752
00:52:22,060 --> 00:52:25,060
Make you grow up
big and strong,

753
00:52:25,100 --> 00:52:27,760
so you can fly away
from here.

754
00:52:36,310 --> 00:52:38,340
( clicking tongue )

755
00:52:39,980 --> 00:52:42,440
( bird clucks )

756
00:52:42,480 --> 00:52:45,450
You can fly far away.

757
00:53:31,030 --> 00:53:34,360
We will fly away
from here.

758
00:53:34,400 --> 00:53:36,430
We will fly away
from here forever.

759
00:53:39,240 --> 00:53:40,870
Yeah.

760
00:53:40,900 --> 00:53:43,210
You're gonna fly
far away from here.

761
00:54:11,970 --> 00:54:15,240
( Mary narrating )
<i>Until that night, I had never--</i>

762
00:54:15,270 --> 00:54:18,470
<i>never had any feeling
down there at all.</i>

763
00:54:18,510 --> 00:54:22,340
<i>I was a kind of
wooden doll</i>

764
00:54:22,380 --> 00:54:24,450
<i>without blood
in my body.</i>

765
00:54:24,480 --> 00:54:26,920
<i>But that night--</i>

766
00:54:26,950 --> 00:54:31,050
<i>that night I started to feel
the blood moving.</i>

767
00:54:31,090 --> 00:54:33,560
<i>( bird screeching )</i>

768
00:55:16,600 --> 00:55:18,600
Did you have
a good time?

769
00:55:20,200 --> 00:55:22,340
It's none of your
business, Paulie.

770
00:55:24,010 --> 00:55:26,570
You lied to me.

771
00:55:26,610 --> 00:55:30,180
I said I was going out with
a friend and that's what I did.

772
00:55:30,210 --> 00:55:32,180
Do you always
fuck your friends

773
00:55:32,220 --> 00:55:33,950
up against trees?

774
00:55:36,220 --> 00:55:38,520
My life is none of your
business, Paulie,

775
00:55:38,560 --> 00:55:40,520
and you had no right
to spy on me.

776
00:55:40,560 --> 00:55:42,720
Tory, everything you do
is my business.

777
00:55:42,760 --> 00:55:45,530
You are my business
and I am yours.

778
00:55:45,560 --> 00:55:48,300
If I ever catch you
spying on me again--

779
00:55:48,330 --> 00:55:50,500
What?

780
00:55:50,530 --> 00:55:52,700
Just don't.

781
00:55:56,240 --> 00:55:58,470
Are you gonna
see him again?

782
00:56:10,550 --> 00:56:13,720
Listen, Paulie.

783
00:56:15,590 --> 00:56:18,660
It's time we--
we grew out of it.

784
00:56:20,530 --> 00:56:23,070
It's just not
right anymore.

785
00:56:24,700 --> 00:56:28,000
I just want to be
friends, okay?

786
00:56:28,040 --> 00:56:30,740
This is not happening.

787
00:56:33,180 --> 00:56:35,180
Tory.

788
00:56:39,680 --> 00:56:41,750
Baby, please.

789
00:56:47,820 --> 00:56:50,530
Would you just
please let me go?

790
00:56:50,560 --> 00:56:52,730
Is this about Allison?

791
00:56:52,760 --> 00:56:55,430
Your parents? Please.

792
00:56:58,800 --> 00:57:01,170
Don't do this to me.

793
00:57:32,630 --> 00:57:34,600
<i>♪ How can I go home ♪</i>

794
00:57:34,750 --> 00:57:36,430
<i>♪ With nothing to say? ♪</i>

795
00:57:37,700 --> 00:57:39,860
<i>♪ I know you're going to
look at me ♪</i>

796
00:57:39,890 --> 00:57:41,670
<i>♪ That way ♪</i>

797
00:57:42,950 --> 00:57:46,210
<i>♪ And say,
"What did you do out there? ♪</i>

798
00:57:46,230 --> 00:57:49,260
<i>♪ What did you decide?" ♪</i>

799
00:57:49,290 --> 00:57:52,490
<i>♪ You said you needed time
and you had time ♪</i>

800
00:58:05,930 --> 00:58:08,810
<i>♪ You are a china shop ♪</i>

801
00:58:08,840 --> 00:58:10,720
<i>♪ And I am a bull ♪</i>

802
00:58:10,750 --> 00:58:12,880
<i>♪ You are
really good food ♪</i>

803
00:58:13,250 --> 00:58:15,870
<i>♪ And I am full ♪</i>

804
00:58:15,900 --> 00:58:18,820
<i>♪ I guess everything
is timing ♪</i>

805
00:58:18,850 --> 00:58:21,820
<i>♪ I guess everything's
been said ♪</i>

806
00:58:21,850 --> 00:58:23,650
<i>♪ So I am coming home ♪</i>

807
00:58:23,680 --> 00:58:28,160
<i>♪ With an empty head ♪</i>

808
00:58:40,510 --> 00:58:43,080
<i>♪ And you'll say,
"Did they love you or what?" ♪</i>

809
00:58:43,440 --> 00:58:45,990
<i>♪ I'll say,
"They love what I do ♪</i>

810
00:58:46,360 --> 00:58:49,170
<i>♪ The only one
who really loves me ♪</i>

811
00:58:49,200 --> 00:58:51,270
<i>♪ Is you" ♪</i>

812
00:58:51,490 --> 00:58:54,400
<i>♪ And you'll say,
"Girl, did you kick some butt?" ♪</i>

813
00:58:54,420 --> 00:58:57,450
<i>♪ And I'll say,
"I don't really remember ♪</i>

814
00:58:57,470 --> 00:58:59,520
<i>♪ But my fingers
are sore ♪</i>

815
00:58:59,540 --> 00:59:03,370
<i>♪ And my voice
is too" ♪</i>

816
00:59:16,610 --> 00:59:19,430
<i>♪ You'll say, "It's really
good to see you" ♪</i>

817
00:59:19,460 --> 00:59:22,450
<i>♪ You'll say,
"I missed you horribly" ♪</i>

818
00:59:22,480 --> 00:59:24,600
<i>♪ You'll say,
"Let me carry that ♪</i>

819
00:59:24,620 --> 00:59:26,530
<i>♪ Give that to me" ♪</i>

820
00:59:27,910 --> 00:59:30,870
<i>♪ And you will take
the heavy stuff ♪</i>

821
00:59:30,870 --> 00:59:33,920
<i>♪ And you will
drive the car ♪</i>

822
00:59:33,940 --> 00:59:37,560
<i>♪ And I'll look out
the window and make jokes ♪</i>

823
00:59:38,330 --> 00:59:43,740
<i>♪ About the way
things are. ♪</i>

824
00:59:55,170 --> 00:59:57,300
- What is that, Mary?
- Oh.

825
00:59:57,770 --> 00:59:58,760
Just, um...

826
01:00:00,050 --> 01:00:02,620
some seeds for, you know,
the garden out there.

827
01:00:02,830 --> 01:00:03,970
Seeds?

828
01:00:04,190 --> 01:00:06,220
That's better than
what my mother gets me.

829
01:00:06,660 --> 01:00:09,520
It's-- oh, my God, her taste is,
like, so Ralph Lauren.

830
01:00:12,980 --> 01:00:16,500
I hope you don't think
I'm, like, butting in, but...

831
01:00:17,270 --> 01:00:18,750
I thought you
should know that...

832
01:00:18,780 --> 01:00:21,550
people are saying,
like, not very nice things

833
01:00:21,570 --> 01:00:23,690
- about you.
- Things?

834
01:00:23,720 --> 01:00:25,980
Well, because of the way
you're hanging with Paulie.

835
01:00:26,240 --> 01:00:29,200
I guess they think that you're--
you must be like her.

836
01:00:29,610 --> 01:00:32,510
I mean, everybody knows that
she practically raped my sister.

837
01:00:33,170 --> 01:00:35,430
Tory said that she crawled
into bed naked with her.

838
01:00:38,110 --> 01:00:39,850
Well, Paulie's my friend,

839
01:00:40,130 --> 01:00:42,560
so I guess it doesn't really matter
what other people think.

840
01:00:49,880 --> 01:00:51,620
<i>( thunder rumbling )</i>

841
01:00:51,640 --> 01:00:53,000
- Hey.
- Hey.

842
01:00:58,220 --> 01:01:00,390
How much does it matter
what other people think?

843
01:01:02,090 --> 01:01:04,200
I don't know. It depends how much
they're paying you, I guess.

844
01:01:05,820 --> 01:01:07,130
How much are they
paying you?

845
01:01:11,270 --> 01:01:13,630
- My father sent me some seeds.
- Yeah?

846
01:01:14,640 --> 01:01:16,980
I was wondering if maybe I could
plant them somewhere.

847
01:01:17,530 --> 01:01:18,960
Oh...

848
01:01:19,990 --> 01:01:21,760
in the dirt's usually
a good spot.

849
01:01:25,200 --> 01:01:26,550
Let's see what you got.

850
01:01:33,410 --> 01:01:35,070
Ugh, worm eggs.

851
01:01:35,740 --> 01:01:37,180
( both laugh )

852
01:01:37,530 --> 01:01:39,630
Tory:
<i>Jake's hands are magic.</i>

853
01:01:39,660 --> 01:01:41,300
He knows exactly
how to touch me.

854
01:01:41,320 --> 01:01:43,290
Teenage boys are
so clumsy, though.

855
01:01:43,320 --> 01:01:45,910
No. He's so perfect,
you wouldn't believe it.

856
01:01:45,930 --> 01:01:49,040
He's like--
like a sculptor.

857
01:01:49,900 --> 01:01:52,460
Roger-- well,
Roger is no sculptor,

858
01:01:52,490 --> 01:01:55,330
more like a-- well,
kind of like a plumber.

859
01:01:55,360 --> 01:01:56,750
( laughing )

860
01:01:56,780 --> 01:01:59,770
Mine finishes as soon
as he's inside-- the second.

861
01:01:59,800 --> 01:02:02,420
That's what you get for
mating with a 16-year-old.

862
01:02:02,440 --> 01:02:04,050
girls:
Ooh.

863
01:02:05,020 --> 01:02:07,620
Jake-- oh, man,

864
01:02:07,650 --> 01:02:11,430
Jake could go all night.
He's a total man.

865
01:02:13,630 --> 01:02:16,360
- ( whistle tweets )
- girl: Let's go. Come on.

866
01:02:20,810 --> 01:02:22,380
<i>- ( whistle tweets )</i>
- girl: Yo!

867
01:02:23,760 --> 01:02:25,210
girl:
Rush it, go.

868
01:02:26,230 --> 01:02:27,900
Get open, come on.

869
01:02:34,710 --> 01:02:36,710
Come on,
get on the field.

870
01:02:36,740 --> 01:02:38,480
Kick it.

871
01:02:38,500 --> 01:02:40,790
( girls continue shouting )

872
01:03:03,160 --> 01:03:04,990
You wouldn't take it
lying down, would you,

873
01:03:05,410 --> 01:03:07,830
if some girl bird
broke up with you?

874
01:03:08,500 --> 01:03:12,300
You wouldn't just
lie there and squawk.

875
01:03:13,680 --> 01:03:15,740
You'd fly up
to the highest branch

876
01:03:15,770 --> 01:03:18,800
and swoop your lady love
back again under your wing.

877
01:03:19,820 --> 01:03:21,810
You'd fly her away
through the sky.

878
01:03:25,920 --> 01:03:28,110
You wouldn't just
lie there and take it...

879
01:03:30,140 --> 01:03:31,470
like a girl.

880
01:04:10,260 --> 01:04:12,190
- Ugh!
- ( shattering )

881
01:04:21,840 --> 01:04:23,080
Paulie?

882
01:04:26,680 --> 01:04:27,840
Pick up a shard.

883
01:04:29,740 --> 01:04:31,620
I said
pick up a shard.

884
01:04:43,510 --> 01:04:44,680
( winces )

885
01:04:54,160 --> 01:04:56,220
Our blood runs
together, right?

886
01:04:57,210 --> 01:04:58,820
Blood of the raptor.

887
01:05:01,990 --> 01:05:03,880
Now cut off my hair.

888
01:05:04,530 --> 01:05:05,700
What for?

889
01:05:09,450 --> 01:05:11,040
'Cause I'm
going to war.

890
01:05:12,590 --> 01:05:14,220
I got nothing
to lose now.

891
01:05:14,700 --> 01:05:16,390
Paulie, this is crazy.

892
01:05:16,420 --> 01:05:17,830
Come on.

893
01:05:23,670 --> 01:05:26,210
Paulie, is this
for Tory?

894
01:05:26,240 --> 01:05:29,120
Just cut off my hair.

895
01:05:30,970 --> 01:05:34,360
She wants a guy, Paulie,
not a girl with hacked hair.

896
01:05:34,380 --> 01:05:36,640
( shouts ) What do you
know about it?

897
01:05:37,430 --> 01:05:38,440
I--

898
01:05:40,460 --> 01:05:41,740
I'm sorry.

899
01:05:43,220 --> 01:05:44,340
I'm sorry, okay?

900
01:05:45,360 --> 01:05:48,510
I just-- I just
got to get her back.

901
01:05:52,770 --> 01:05:56,230
Paulie, listen to me.
Tory is not a lesbian,

902
01:05:56,260 --> 01:05:58,720
so you should just
forget about her, okay?

903
01:05:59,110 --> 01:06:00,280
Lesbian?

904
01:06:01,350 --> 01:06:03,370
Lesbian? Are you
fucking kidding me?

905
01:06:03,390 --> 01:06:05,190
You think I'm a lesbian?

906
01:06:06,020 --> 01:06:08,510
You're a girl in love
with a girl, aren't you?

907
01:06:08,740 --> 01:06:13,410
No. I'm Paulie in
love with Tory.

908
01:06:13,440 --> 01:06:14,750
Remember?

909
01:06:15,300 --> 01:06:16,960
And Tory is--

910
01:06:16,980 --> 01:06:20,640
she <i>is</i> in love
with me, 'cause...

911
01:06:20,660 --> 01:06:24,530
she is mine
and I am hers

912
01:06:24,550 --> 01:06:28,880
and neither of us
are lesbians. God!

913
01:06:40,670 --> 01:06:42,410
( sighs )

914
01:07:17,940 --> 01:07:20,780
I will "Make me a willow
cabin at your gate,

915
01:07:20,810 --> 01:07:23,610
And call upon my soul
within the house."

916
01:07:24,300 --> 01:07:28,000
I will "Write loyal cantons
of contemned love

917
01:07:28,030 --> 01:07:31,260
and sing them loud
even in the dead of night."

918
01:07:32,070 --> 01:07:35,330
I will "Halloo your name
to the reverberate hills

919
01:07:35,350 --> 01:07:37,680
And make the babbling
gossip of the air

920
01:07:37,710 --> 01:07:40,160
Cry out 'Victoria!'"

921
01:07:40,930 --> 01:07:42,100
Paulie.

922
01:07:45,100 --> 01:07:46,690
Why don't you
come down?

923
01:07:56,860 --> 01:07:58,620
Don't ever touch
a raptor.

924
01:08:00,520 --> 01:08:01,580
Please.

925
01:08:36,800 --> 01:08:37,920
I should have
seen it coming.

926
01:08:37,950 --> 01:08:40,420
I saw it coming.
I told you it was coming.

927
01:08:40,450 --> 01:08:42,320
<i>It's still coming.</i>

928
01:08:56,490 --> 01:08:58,830
- ( Tory giggles )
- ( screeching )

929
01:09:31,770 --> 01:09:34,510
( whispers ) I bet he doesn't know
how to do what I can do for you.

930
01:09:35,110 --> 01:09:36,830
Paulie, please.

931
01:10:01,470 --> 01:10:03,770
No, Paulie.

932
01:10:05,570 --> 01:10:07,500
<i>There will be no more
of this, okay?</i>

933
01:10:10,860 --> 01:10:12,310
I love Jake.

934
01:10:25,340 --> 01:10:26,700
Paulie...

935
01:10:28,110 --> 01:10:31,250
listen to me, okay? Because I'm
gonna say this once and never...

936
01:10:31,720 --> 01:10:33,250
ever again.

937
01:10:39,120 --> 01:10:41,580
I will never love anybody

938
01:10:41,810 --> 01:10:43,680
the way I love you,
okay?

939
01:10:46,240 --> 01:10:47,380
Never.

940
01:10:48,950 --> 01:10:50,210
You know that

941
01:10:50,920 --> 01:10:52,270
and I know that.

942
01:10:54,010 --> 01:10:57,660
And I will die
knowing that, okay?

943
01:11:01,210 --> 01:11:02,700
It just can never--

944
01:11:03,750 --> 01:11:06,820
it just can never,
ever, forever be.

945
01:11:08,560 --> 01:11:10,190
Do you understand?

946
01:11:13,610 --> 01:11:15,140
It just can never,

947
01:11:16,130 --> 01:11:19,610
ever, forever be.

948
01:11:42,680 --> 01:11:45,170
( whimpering )

949
01:12:05,400 --> 01:12:06,740
Tory: <i>Hey, Mary.</i>

950
01:12:07,850 --> 01:12:08,850
Hi.

951
01:12:10,120 --> 01:12:11,760
So what did you get
on that geography...

952
01:12:11,780 --> 01:12:12,970
( giggling )

953
01:12:25,770 --> 01:12:27,570
<i>( giggling )</i>

954
01:12:32,680 --> 01:12:35,660
Go ahead, laugh.
It's okay.

955
01:12:36,020 --> 01:12:37,830
If you want to laugh,
laugh.

956
01:12:38,940 --> 01:12:40,500
What's so funny?

957
01:12:45,050 --> 01:12:46,660
I know it.

958
01:12:47,900 --> 01:12:49,360
I'm funny.

959
01:12:50,520 --> 01:12:51,760
Ha-ha-ha!

960
01:12:51,790 --> 01:12:53,230
Miss Vaughn:
<i>Paulie, that's enough.</i>

961
01:12:53,530 --> 01:12:56,030
- Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!
- That's enough, Paulie.

962
01:12:56,240 --> 01:12:58,940
- Paulie, please.
- Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!

963
01:12:59,070 --> 01:13:01,870
Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!

964
01:13:03,030 --> 01:13:05,030
( crashes )

965
01:13:10,020 --> 01:13:12,650
Miss Vaughn: <i>Your parents are
very worried about you, Paulie.</i>

966
01:13:12,680 --> 01:13:15,070
<i>They say you don't
return their calls.</i>

967
01:13:15,380 --> 01:13:16,860
I have no parents.

968
01:13:21,970 --> 01:13:23,190
I had

969
01:13:24,250 --> 01:13:27,350
what used to be called
a nervous breakdown once,

970
01:13:28,030 --> 01:13:30,200
when I was a few years
older than you are.

971
01:13:31,010 --> 01:13:32,250
And, uh...

972
01:13:34,800 --> 01:13:36,850
someone got me help.

973
01:13:38,500 --> 01:13:40,560
And looking back, Paulie,

974
01:13:40,770 --> 01:13:42,240
I am very glad they did.

975
01:13:42,260 --> 01:13:44,360
Because if they hadn't--

976
01:13:44,390 --> 01:13:46,860
Well, I don't know-- It was...

977
01:13:47,270 --> 01:13:51,380
like I was a car
with no driver and--

978
01:13:51,780 --> 01:13:55,650
"Shall I abide
in this dull world..."

979
01:13:56,010 --> 01:13:59,660
which in her absence
"is no better than a sty?"

980
01:14:08,700 --> 01:14:09,750
Hey!

981
01:14:12,800 --> 01:14:15,040
<i>- ( girls cheering )</i>
- How are you doing?

982
01:14:16,180 --> 01:14:17,220
Okay.

983
01:14:19,990 --> 01:14:21,740
Kind of weird, actually.

984
01:14:22,490 --> 01:14:23,800
What's going on?

985
01:14:26,050 --> 01:14:28,130
You ever know
someone who changed?

986
01:14:28,580 --> 01:14:30,910
<i>- ( girls chanting )</i>
- What kind of change?

987
01:14:32,030 --> 01:14:34,090
Like total.

988
01:14:35,100 --> 01:14:37,880
Like the change from this
to the winter freeze.

989
01:14:39,020 --> 01:14:40,080
Yeah?

990
01:14:41,280 --> 01:14:42,280
Yeah.

991
01:14:43,260 --> 01:14:45,780
Grass comes back
every spring green as ever.

992
01:14:45,960 --> 01:14:47,730
I guess people can too.

993
01:14:49,620 --> 01:14:52,000
Some people never
come back though, right?

994
01:14:53,480 --> 01:14:55,110
Yeah, some people.

995
01:14:56,920 --> 01:14:59,090
- Listen, why are you asking--?
- I have to go.

996
01:15:05,040 --> 01:15:06,820
You will not fall.

997
01:15:08,650 --> 01:15:10,630
( chirping )

998
01:15:11,490 --> 01:15:14,730
( whistling )

999
01:15:22,400 --> 01:15:24,870
( whistling )

1000
01:15:26,120 --> 01:15:28,070
Hyah! Hyah!

1001
01:15:30,750 --> 01:15:32,300
( whistles )

1002
01:15:39,790 --> 01:15:41,790
Hyah! Hyah!

1003
01:15:43,520 --> 01:15:45,020
( laughs )

1004
01:15:48,530 --> 01:15:50,960
Miss Vaughn:
<i>"Come, you spirits</i>

1005
01:15:50,980 --> 01:15:53,370
<i>That tend
on mortal thoughts,</i>

1006
01:15:54,100 --> 01:15:56,720
<i>- unsex me here..."</i>
- ( speaking faintly )

1007
01:15:56,740 --> 01:15:58,720
"And fill me

1008
01:15:58,750 --> 01:16:01,290
from the crown
to the toe top...

1009
01:16:01,730 --> 01:16:04,480
full of direst cruelty!

1010
01:16:04,830 --> 01:16:06,930
Make thick my blood;

1011
01:16:07,450 --> 01:16:10,840
Stop up the access
and passage to remorse,

1012
01:16:11,250 --> 01:16:14,660
<i>That no compunctious
visiting of nature</i>

1013
01:16:14,690 --> 01:16:16,980
Shake my fell purpose.

1014
01:16:17,770 --> 01:16:21,550
Come to my
woman's breasts,

1015
01:16:21,580 --> 01:16:25,100
And take my milk
for gall,

1016
01:16:25,130 --> 01:16:27,230
you murdering ministers,

1017
01:16:27,250 --> 01:16:29,570
Wherever in your
sightless substances

1018
01:16:29,600 --> 01:16:32,230
<i>You wait
on nature's mischief!</i>

1019
01:16:32,680 --> 01:16:36,340
Come, thick night, and...

1020
01:16:36,850 --> 01:16:39,320
pall thee in the
dunnest smoke of hell,

1021
01:16:39,350 --> 01:16:42,030
<i>That my keen knife</i>

1022
01:16:42,060 --> 01:16:44,260
see not the wound
it makes,

1023
01:16:44,750 --> 01:16:46,180
Nor heaven

1024
01:16:46,200 --> 01:16:47,820
peep through the blanket
of the dark,

1025
01:16:47,850 --> 01:16:49,820
to cry 'Hold, hold!'"

1026
01:16:49,970 --> 01:16:52,270
<i>Mm. Hmm?</i>

1027
01:16:53,120 --> 01:16:55,270
Now does anyone know

1028
01:16:55,300 --> 01:16:58,900
what our friend Lady M
is on about, huh?

1029
01:16:59,150 --> 01:17:00,280
Cordelia.

1030
01:17:02,740 --> 01:17:03,740
Um,

1031
01:17:05,070 --> 01:17:07,300
uh, vampires?

1032
01:17:07,320 --> 01:17:08,880
( girls giggle )

1033
01:17:08,910 --> 01:17:12,280
Well, I've never heard
that interpretation.

1034
01:17:12,300 --> 01:17:15,570
Oh, but that doesn't
make it invalid, Cordelia.

1035
01:17:16,030 --> 01:17:17,250
Tell us more.

1036
01:17:17,280 --> 01:17:19,280
Well, just--
all the blood?

1037
01:17:19,310 --> 01:17:21,250
- ( girls giggle )
- Miss Vaughn: <i>Okay.</i>

1038
01:17:21,270 --> 01:17:25,630
Thinking about our lunch,
were we, Cordelia, again?

1039
01:17:25,660 --> 01:17:26,940
Paulie,

1040
01:17:26,970 --> 01:17:29,310
you looked like you were
involved with the piece.

1041
01:17:30,220 --> 01:17:31,520
Actually, I was
just thinking

1042
01:17:31,550 --> 01:17:34,240
whether the Jays were gonna
take the World Series again.

1043
01:17:34,260 --> 01:17:36,030
<i>( girls giggle )</i>

1044
01:17:36,060 --> 01:17:39,910
I don't believe you, Paulie.
I saw you listening.

1045
01:17:42,520 --> 01:17:45,300
You can go fuck yourself
sideways.

1046
01:17:54,690 --> 01:17:56,250
Ah, ah, ah, ah.

1047
01:17:58,680 --> 01:18:01,660
Paulie is going through
a difficult time, hmm?

1048
01:18:03,020 --> 01:18:07,110
Now shall I offer up
my interpretation?

1049
01:18:07,140 --> 01:18:09,250
I think that
Lady Macbeth--

1050
01:18:09,280 --> 01:18:11,170
She wants to get up
the guts.

1051
01:18:12,920 --> 01:18:14,220
Yes, Mary.

1052
01:18:15,700 --> 01:18:17,690
To do what she
has to do.

1053
01:18:19,380 --> 01:18:22,320
Only the girl part of her
doesn't have the guts.

1054
01:18:22,650 --> 01:18:24,850
So she says,
"Turn my milk to gall,"

1055
01:18:25,390 --> 01:18:27,290
and I think
gall is poison.

1056
01:18:28,940 --> 01:18:31,270
But then what would
happen to the baby?

1057
01:18:31,820 --> 01:18:33,450
The baby would die.

1058
01:18:35,150 --> 01:18:37,400
And she wants
not to care about that.

1059
01:18:38,330 --> 01:18:41,420
She wants not to care,
to be like a guy,

1060
01:18:41,590 --> 01:18:43,000
like a man.

1061
01:18:44,380 --> 01:18:46,130
Men don't care, see?

1062
01:18:47,120 --> 01:18:50,620
I liked what you said about the
Shakespeare-- that scary speech.

1063
01:18:50,640 --> 01:18:52,390
- You did?
- Yeah.

1064
01:18:52,600 --> 01:18:54,800
You know, I wish I could be
"unsexed" or whatever.

1065
01:18:54,830 --> 01:18:58,400
I mean, like it all just causes
so much trouble, you know?

1066
01:19:04,580 --> 01:19:05,920
So I'll see you later.

1067
01:19:18,150 --> 01:19:19,390
Read it.

1068
01:19:21,800 --> 01:19:24,110
- Out loud?
- Yeah. Right now.

1069
01:19:34,680 --> 01:19:36,090
"Dear Miss Oster,

1070
01:19:36,710 --> 01:19:39,760
after much difficulty, we have
located your birth mother,

1071
01:19:40,590 --> 01:19:42,680
but we are sorry to inform you
that she does not wish

1072
01:19:42,700 --> 01:19:45,450
to be contacted
by you at this time."

1073
01:19:50,380 --> 01:19:51,940
Do you want me
to keep reading?

1074
01:20:06,240 --> 01:20:07,290
I'm sorry, Paulie.

1075
01:20:07,320 --> 01:20:09,180
No. What?
She has a life.

1076
01:20:11,680 --> 01:20:14,540
She has a right to
a fucking life, Mouse.

1077
01:20:15,710 --> 01:20:16,930
( thumps )

1078
01:20:21,250 --> 01:20:24,050
<i>( class bell rings )</i>

1079
01:20:34,300 --> 01:20:35,850
( both grunt )

1080
01:20:40,860 --> 01:20:44,270
Uh, you should have
got out of my way, man.

1081
01:20:44,850 --> 01:20:47,040
I have been looking
everywhere for you.

1082
01:20:47,060 --> 01:20:49,760
I'm sorry I said, "Go fuck
yourself," in class there.

1083
01:20:49,800 --> 01:20:52,100
That was--
I was way out of line.

1084
01:20:52,120 --> 01:20:53,790
You can give me
a detention.

1085
01:20:56,240 --> 01:20:57,590
Give me two.

1086
01:20:58,390 --> 01:21:00,190
I know someone,
Paulie--

1087
01:21:00,730 --> 01:21:02,940
a friend of mine who
could really help you.

1088
01:21:03,070 --> 01:21:05,690
- Help me what?
- Help you deal--

1089
01:21:07,320 --> 01:21:10,830
I think only people who lie to
themselves need help, Fay.

1090
01:21:11,400 --> 01:21:14,350
- Don't you?
- Oh, believe me, please.

1091
01:21:14,560 --> 01:21:16,180
I know what you're
going through.

1092
01:21:16,210 --> 01:21:17,500
No, you don't.

1093
01:21:18,250 --> 01:21:20,090
Love can be

1094
01:21:20,830 --> 01:21:23,330
a very painful experience.
I know.

1095
01:21:23,350 --> 01:21:24,790
You don't know anything.

1096
01:21:25,870 --> 01:21:27,850
Yes, Paulie,

1097
01:21:27,870 --> 01:21:29,640
I think I know.

1098
01:21:39,090 --> 01:21:41,460
She's the only person who
ever loved me, you know?

1099
01:21:45,220 --> 01:21:46,870
I think I'll die
without her.

1100
01:21:56,150 --> 01:21:58,010
<i>( thunder rumbling )</i>

1101
01:22:00,620 --> 01:22:01,790
Hey, kid.

1102
01:22:05,470 --> 01:22:07,640
You know Jake Hollander
in senior school?

1103
01:22:08,030 --> 01:22:09,290
Yeah, I know him.

1104
01:22:09,320 --> 01:22:11,430
All right, give this to him
or I'll kick your butt.

1105
01:22:18,070 --> 01:22:20,410
<i>( Paulie's voice )
"Jake, you butthole.</i>

1106
01:22:20,960 --> 01:22:22,730
<i>Saturday noon--</i>

1107
01:22:22,760 --> 01:22:24,490
<i>dark noon for you,</i>

1108
01:22:24,840 --> 01:22:26,710
<i>Eastside Ravine.</i>

1109
01:22:26,740 --> 01:22:30,330
<i>Duel to the death for the heart
of my queen, Victoria.</i>

1110
01:22:31,080 --> 01:22:34,280
<i>Yours truly,
Paulie the Raptor."</i>

1111
01:22:34,310 --> 01:22:37,740
No, the dinner's at 6:00.
The tour is at 5:00.

1112
01:22:39,260 --> 01:22:41,960
Well, okay, but as long as
you're here for the dinner.

1113
01:22:41,980 --> 01:22:44,670
Because I don't want to be the only
girl there eating without a father.

1114
01:22:47,130 --> 01:22:49,450
I don't know.
Chicken Kiev, lobster--

1115
01:22:49,750 --> 01:22:51,420
everything. It's a buffet.

1116
01:22:52,970 --> 01:22:56,290
Okay, so I'll see you
on Friday, 6:00 sharp.

1117
01:22:59,360 --> 01:23:01,480
Oh, yeah, I'm fine.

1118
01:23:02,520 --> 01:23:03,610
Just--

1119
01:23:05,580 --> 01:23:07,450
maybe I'll tell you
when I see you.

1120
01:23:09,270 --> 01:23:11,430
Okay. Yeah.

1121
01:23:12,440 --> 01:23:14,520
Love you. Bye.

1122
01:23:16,880 --> 01:23:18,870
( boys chattering )
Hey, pass, here. Go long.

1123
01:23:18,900 --> 01:23:22,510
- Catch!
- Yeah, you gotta do
better than that.

1124
01:23:22,530 --> 01:23:24,300
- Over here.
- She's fucking fried, man.

1125
01:23:24,330 --> 01:23:25,350
( chuckles )

1126
01:23:25,620 --> 01:23:26,970
I think she sounds
really unstable.

1127
01:23:27,000 --> 01:23:28,640
I don't think it's
such a good idea.

1128
01:23:29,530 --> 01:23:31,390
She's making Tory's life hell.

1129
01:23:31,640 --> 01:23:33,200
Why doesn't Tory
just cut her off?

1130
01:23:33,220 --> 01:23:35,630
She's too nice.
That's just who she is.

1131
01:23:35,650 --> 01:23:38,310
Come on, man,
do it for Tory.

1132
01:23:38,790 --> 01:23:39,900
Do it for your woman.

1133
01:23:40,920 --> 01:23:43,540
Why not?
A duel sounds like fun.

1134
01:24:28,690 --> 01:24:31,000
He's never been on time
for anything in his life.

1135
01:24:31,030 --> 01:24:33,100
Oh, he could be
caught in traffic.

1136
01:24:33,120 --> 01:24:35,230
And it could be really bad coming
down here this time of day.

1137
01:24:35,250 --> 01:24:36,400
Yeah, for sure.

1138
01:24:37,130 --> 01:24:39,380
- woman: Hello, Miss Bannet.
- How are you?

1139
01:24:39,410 --> 01:24:40,960
- I'm fine.
- Good.

1140
01:24:40,990 --> 01:24:42,750
- woman: <i>What a wonderful party.</i>
- girl: Hey, hold on.

1141
01:24:42,770 --> 01:24:44,610
- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

1142
01:24:44,630 --> 01:24:47,350
- Are you well? Yes? Good.
- man: Great.

1143
01:24:47,370 --> 01:24:50,000
- Oh, it's you.
- man: Miss Vaughn.

1144
01:24:54,950 --> 01:24:57,670
<i>♪ I'm gonna find me
a dying river ♪</i>

1145
01:24:57,690 --> 01:25:00,660
<i>♪ And strike a deal with her,
I'll say ♪</i>

1146
01:25:00,690 --> 01:25:02,810
<i>♪ I'll fold you in two
and I'll carry you away... ♪</i>

1147
01:25:02,840 --> 01:25:05,880
- I want to dance.
- Well, let's go, then. Excuse us.

1148
01:25:05,910 --> 01:25:09,680
<i>♪ To a place where
your headwaters will flow ♪</i>

1149
01:25:09,710 --> 01:25:12,650
<i>♪ Clean through
to your mouth ♪</i>

1150
01:25:16,070 --> 01:25:18,370
<i>♪ In return
I'll request ♪</i>

1151
01:25:18,390 --> 01:25:21,390
<i>♪ A small sanctuary ♪</i>

1152
01:25:21,420 --> 01:25:23,730
<i>♪ By her banks
where we'll live ♪</i>

1153
01:25:23,750 --> 01:25:26,750
<i>♪ With our
small family ♪</i>

1154
01:25:26,780 --> 01:25:30,850
<i>♪ She will water
our garden ♪</i>

1155
01:25:30,870 --> 01:25:33,710
<i>♪ And clean the dirt
from our skin ♪</i>

1156
01:25:38,430 --> 01:25:41,250
<i>♪ As the world
clamors at our door ♪</i>

1157
01:25:41,280 --> 01:25:43,940
<i>♪ We will dance ♪</i>

1158
01:25:43,960 --> 01:25:47,460
<i>♪ And not let them in ♪</i>

1159
01:25:50,000 --> 01:25:52,390
<i>♪ And if one day
we wake up ♪</i>

1160
01:25:52,410 --> 01:25:55,310
<i>♪ To a bed
dry as bone ♪</i>

1161
01:25:55,330 --> 01:25:57,670
<i>♪ Find our river
stolen ♪</i>

1162
01:25:57,690 --> 01:26:00,460
<i>♪ Find our
sanctuary gone ♪</i>

1163
01:26:00,490 --> 01:26:03,050
<i>♪ We will stand
and take stock ♪</i>

1164
01:26:03,090 --> 01:26:04,740
<i>♪ And be grateful ♪</i>

1165
01:26:04,760 --> 01:26:08,800
<i>♪ For what
we've now lost ♪</i>

1166
01:26:11,040 --> 01:26:13,770
<i>♪ We will pack up
our bags ♪</i>

1167
01:26:13,790 --> 01:26:16,430
<i>♪ Pack our
small family... ♪</i>

1168
01:26:16,450 --> 01:26:18,270
Good evening, Victoria.

1169
01:26:18,860 --> 01:26:21,360
- Hello, Bruce.
- Good evening.

1170
01:26:21,380 --> 01:26:23,380
Bruce, I wonder
if I might cut in.

1171
01:26:24,340 --> 01:26:26,010
This is a joke,
right, Victoria?

1172
01:26:26,030 --> 01:26:27,710
Paulie:
<i>A joke?</i>

1173
01:26:27,730 --> 01:26:30,750
I'm asking you...
nicely.

1174
01:26:32,090 --> 01:26:33,940
Can I dance with your
daughter, please?

1175
01:26:34,620 --> 01:26:36,160
I'm afraid I don't think
that's appropriate,

1176
01:26:36,180 --> 01:26:38,750
and I don't think
Victoria does either, so--

1177
01:26:42,610 --> 01:26:44,080
Are you crazy?

1178
01:26:44,730 --> 01:26:46,530
What, you don't
like dancing?

1179
01:26:46,550 --> 01:26:49,190
You used to love to dance with me
on the roof, remember?

1180
01:26:49,220 --> 01:26:50,590
Paulie, please.

1181
01:26:50,720 --> 01:26:51,720
What?

1182
01:26:52,200 --> 01:26:54,060
Don't make this difficult.

1183
01:26:55,490 --> 01:26:57,100
You love me, Tory.

1184
01:26:57,940 --> 01:26:59,400
Like a friend.

1185
01:27:02,150 --> 01:27:03,690
As a lover.

1186
01:27:05,010 --> 01:27:06,260
Say it.

1187
01:27:07,770 --> 01:27:09,980
- What--?
- "I'm in love with you, Paulie."

1188
01:27:10,000 --> 01:27:12,290
You say it or I'll stop
this dance right now.

1189
01:27:12,320 --> 01:27:14,490
Paulie, please, please.

1190
01:27:14,520 --> 01:27:16,280
Then say it!

1191
01:27:17,930 --> 01:27:18,960
Say it.

1192
01:27:26,470 --> 01:27:27,420
No.

1193
01:27:28,010 --> 01:27:29,870
You tell anybody
whatever you want.

1194
01:27:36,630 --> 01:27:39,330
<i>♪ I'm gonna find me
a dying river ♪</i>

1195
01:27:39,350 --> 01:27:42,230
<i>♪ And strike a deal with her,
I'll say ♪</i>

1196
01:27:42,420 --> 01:27:44,530
<i>♪ I'll fold you
in two ♪</i>

1197
01:27:44,560 --> 01:27:47,270
<i>♪ And I'll carry
you away ♪</i>

1198
01:27:47,700 --> 01:27:52,030
<i>♪ To a place where
your headwaters will flow ♪</i>

1199
01:27:52,060 --> 01:27:55,020
<i>♪ Clean through
to your mouth ♪</i>

1200
01:27:58,640 --> 01:28:00,930
<i>♪ And in return
I'll request... ♪</i>

1201
01:28:00,950 --> 01:28:04,090
<i>- ♪ A small sanctuary... ♪</i>
- Paulie. Paulie, come here.

1202
01:28:04,110 --> 01:28:06,370
<i>- ♪ By her banks where we'll live... ♪</i>
- Paulie. Paulie, come on.

1203
01:28:06,390 --> 01:28:09,360
<i>- ♪ With our small family ♪</i>
- Paulie.

1204
01:28:09,380 --> 01:28:12,130
<i>- ♪ She will water our garden... ♪</i>
- Fay.

1205
01:28:12,160 --> 01:28:16,730
- ( Paulie screams )
<i>- ♪ And clean the dirt from our skin ♪</i>

1206
01:28:20,010 --> 01:28:22,880
<i>♪ As the world
clamors at our door ♪</i>

1207
01:28:22,900 --> 01:28:24,980
<i>♪ We will dance ♪</i>

1208
01:28:25,000 --> 01:28:27,900
<i>♪ And not let them in ♪</i>

1209
01:28:52,590 --> 01:28:53,790
Mary Brave.

1210
01:28:56,730 --> 01:28:57,800
Let's go.

1211
01:29:08,890 --> 01:29:11,180
( Mary narrating ) <i>Have you
ever been really thirsty--</i>

1212
01:29:11,360 --> 01:29:12,960
<i>you open
a carton of milk</i>

1213
01:29:12,990 --> 01:29:14,750
<i>and you pour it
into your mouth</i>

1214
01:29:16,030 --> 01:29:19,270
<i>and it's... sour?</i>

1215
01:29:20,940 --> 01:29:23,400
<i>That happened
inside me...</i>

1216
01:29:23,430 --> 01:29:25,230
- Mary: I'm so tired.
<i>- ( birds calling )</i>

1217
01:29:25,250 --> 01:29:26,780
<i>( Mary narrating )
...forever.</i>

1218
01:29:29,720 --> 01:29:31,610
Don't stop,
Mary Brave.

1219
01:29:33,340 --> 01:29:35,250
I've never been
so tired.

1220
01:29:36,270 --> 01:29:38,500
Hyah! Hyah!

1221
01:29:39,660 --> 01:29:42,330
<i>( birds calling )</i>

1222
01:29:46,070 --> 01:29:48,970
- Hyah!
- ( bird calls )

1223
01:29:49,740 --> 01:29:51,210
He can fly.

1224
01:29:52,070 --> 01:29:54,610
Hey, you taught
him to fly?

1225
01:29:55,340 --> 01:29:57,420
He's gonna show us
the way, Mary B.

1226
01:29:58,910 --> 01:30:00,230
The way?

1227
01:30:00,930 --> 01:30:02,930
Mouse, where is
your father?

1228
01:30:05,040 --> 01:30:06,750
Did I see you cry?

1229
01:30:06,960 --> 01:30:08,930
Were you crying
like a girl,

1230
01:30:08,950 --> 01:30:11,450
like a girly,
girly-girl?

1231
01:30:22,920 --> 01:30:24,900
I've been crying too,
Mary B.

1232
01:30:26,890 --> 01:30:29,180
I've been crying
like a girly-girl,

1233
01:30:29,210 --> 01:30:32,150
sucky-suck for weeks now,
and it's time.

1234
01:30:32,390 --> 01:30:35,010
It's time for the raptor.
Are you with me?

1235
01:30:36,630 --> 01:30:38,820
"I hate my father."

1236
01:30:41,380 --> 01:30:43,130
Say it. It's easy.
Come on.

1237
01:30:43,150 --> 01:30:46,270
"I hate my father."

1238
01:30:52,310 --> 01:30:53,570
I hate...

1239
01:30:55,510 --> 01:30:56,740
my father.

1240
01:30:59,210 --> 01:31:00,310
Yeah.

1241
01:31:00,690 --> 01:31:02,230
Give me more.

1242
01:31:03,020 --> 01:31:06,110
I wish we were dead.
I hate him.

1243
01:31:06,140 --> 01:31:09,640
I hate my stupid fucking
asshole fucking father!

1244
01:31:09,670 --> 01:31:11,380
I hate him!

1245
01:31:11,390 --> 01:31:15,290
"Unsex me here,
And take my milk for gall.

1246
01:31:15,320 --> 01:31:17,570
Fill me from crown
to toe top-full

1247
01:31:17,600 --> 01:31:19,270
With direst cruelty."

1248
01:31:19,300 --> 01:31:22,480
Come on, say that.
Say it to the raptor. Come on.

1249
01:31:23,260 --> 01:31:24,340
"Unsex--

1250
01:31:26,080 --> 01:31:29,740
unsex me here,
take my milk for gall."

1251
01:31:30,080 --> 01:31:33,340
"Make thick my blood."

1252
01:31:33,630 --> 01:31:35,660
"Make thick
my blood."

1253
01:31:36,520 --> 01:31:38,020
Feed the raptor.

1254
01:31:39,120 --> 01:31:40,220
I can't.

1255
01:31:40,520 --> 01:31:41,910
Oh, yes, you can.

1256
01:31:52,320 --> 01:31:55,310
"Fill me from crown
to toe top-full

1257
01:31:55,330 --> 01:31:57,350
With direst cruelty."

1258
01:31:57,850 --> 01:32:00,440
Come on, say that
and feed the beast.

1259
01:32:07,500 --> 01:32:11,610
"Fill me full from crown
to toe top-full

1260
01:32:11,630 --> 01:32:13,950
With direst cruelty."

1261
01:32:23,870 --> 01:32:25,560
<i>Are you ready, Mary B?</i>

1262
01:32:27,450 --> 01:32:29,280
You ready
for dark noon?

1263
01:32:32,800 --> 01:32:34,120
I'm ready.

1264
01:32:35,510 --> 01:32:37,270
Are you ready
for anything?

1265
01:32:39,770 --> 01:32:41,230
( quietly )
Rage more.

1266
01:32:45,890 --> 01:32:47,160
Come on.

1267
01:33:00,570 --> 01:33:02,560
( shatters )

1268
01:33:15,530 --> 01:33:17,830
( Paulie screams )

1269
01:33:19,150 --> 01:33:21,450
( Paulie screams )

1270
01:33:49,590 --> 01:33:51,790
<i>( bird screeching )</i>

1271
01:34:02,420 --> 01:34:03,770
Hyah!

1272
01:34:16,070 --> 01:34:17,350
She's ready.

1273
01:34:18,160 --> 01:34:22,030
- What the fuck is that?
- It's her pet budgie.

1274
01:34:22,050 --> 01:34:24,210
- It's not a pet.
<i>- Oh, no?</i>

1275
01:34:24,710 --> 01:34:27,710
- It's a killer.
- ( boys chuckle )

1276
01:34:29,630 --> 01:34:32,890
Well, I came, Paulie.
So what do you want to do?

1277
01:34:33,330 --> 01:34:34,440
<i>You want to fight me--</i>

1278
01:34:35,050 --> 01:34:36,500
<i>you and your bird?</i>

1279
01:34:38,380 --> 01:34:40,270
I gotta warn you,
I'm on the wrestling team.

1280
01:34:40,300 --> 01:34:41,570
( snickering )

1281
01:34:47,700 --> 01:34:50,410
Oh. Oh, I get it.

1282
01:34:50,570 --> 01:34:52,490
Yeah, like a stage fight.

1283
01:34:52,690 --> 01:34:55,410
<i>We're gonna have
a stage fight? Cool.</i>

1284
01:34:55,440 --> 01:34:58,000
Yeah, I played Laertes
in "Hamlet" last term.

1285
01:34:58,030 --> 01:35:00,520
I can do this.

1286
01:35:00,550 --> 01:35:02,530
I'm gonna have fun
doing this.

1287
01:35:02,550 --> 01:35:04,050
boy:
<i>Come on, Jakey.</i>

1288
01:35:13,030 --> 01:35:14,930
Pss, pss, pss, pss.

1289
01:35:16,410 --> 01:35:18,680
- Mary: Come on, Paulie.
- boy: <i>Yeah.</i>

1290
01:35:19,050 --> 01:35:20,310
( both grunting )

1291
01:35:20,330 --> 01:35:21,730
boy:
<i>Come on, man.</i>

1292
01:35:24,270 --> 01:35:25,920
Mary:
<i>Be careful.</i>

1293
01:35:26,300 --> 01:35:27,340
Ohh!

1294
01:35:27,360 --> 01:35:28,680
boy:
<i>Jesus.</i>

1295
01:35:28,850 --> 01:35:30,040
( chuckles )

1296
01:35:30,790 --> 01:35:33,180
- Place your bets, my friends.
- boy: <i>Go, Jake.</i>

1297
01:35:33,210 --> 01:35:34,900
For my love.
( whips )

1298
01:35:35,080 --> 01:35:37,020
If you're talking
about Tory, get real.

1299
01:35:37,220 --> 01:35:39,430
She hates you.
She's just too nice to tell you.

1300
01:35:39,450 --> 01:35:42,110
- She loves me.
- Stop talking shit, Paulie.

1301
01:35:42,140 --> 01:35:43,500
Victoria's my girlfriend.

1302
01:35:47,750 --> 01:35:49,010
Mary:
<i>Watch out!</i>

1303
01:35:49,760 --> 01:35:51,520
- Come on!
- Paulie, watch out.

1304
01:35:56,430 --> 01:35:57,700
- boy: <i>Shit.</i>
- Give her up.

1305
01:35:57,730 --> 01:36:00,060
- Mary: <i>Paulie!</i>
- Paulie: Say it!

1306
01:36:00,220 --> 01:36:03,360
Say, "I give her up."

1307
01:36:03,660 --> 01:36:05,250
Go fuck yourself.

1308
01:36:06,430 --> 01:36:10,160
- ( screams )
- ( Paulie screams )

1309
01:36:11,240 --> 01:36:13,960
- Paulie, no!
- boy: Fucking psycho!

1310
01:36:13,980 --> 01:36:14,930
Paulie, no.

1311
01:36:14,950 --> 01:36:17,080
- Fucking bitch!
- Paulie!

1312
01:36:17,110 --> 01:36:20,320
- She cut me.
- boy: You fucking bitch!

1313
01:36:20,350 --> 01:36:23,200
What are you doing?
What are you doing?

1314
01:36:23,220 --> 01:36:25,030
You are fucking crazy.

1315
01:36:27,600 --> 01:36:30,580
- ( Paulie screams )
- Jake: Fuck. Oh.

1316
01:36:30,610 --> 01:36:32,580
- ( cheering )
<i>- ( whistle blows )</i>

1317
01:36:32,610 --> 01:36:34,640
( girls cheering )

1318
01:36:36,400 --> 01:36:38,030
Come on, girls,
let's go.

1319
01:36:40,110 --> 01:36:41,460
<i>( whistle tweets )</i>

1320
01:37:04,850 --> 01:37:07,020
<i>( bird screeching )</i>

1321
01:37:15,050 --> 01:37:16,250
Mary:
<i>Paulie...!</i>

1322
01:37:19,470 --> 01:37:20,870
Paulie.

1323
01:37:23,310 --> 01:37:24,710
Please.

1324
01:37:30,140 --> 01:37:33,370
I will "Make me a willow
cabin at your gate,

1325
01:37:34,570 --> 01:37:37,210
And call upon my soul
within the house."

1326
01:37:41,990 --> 01:37:44,330
( quietly ) I rush into
the secret house.

1327
01:37:48,700 --> 01:37:50,400
Paulie!

1328
01:38:25,740 --> 01:38:27,280
( Mary narrating )
<i>Dear my mother,</i>

1329
01:38:28,820 --> 01:38:31,310
<i>I almost got lost too,
didn't I?</i>

1330
01:38:32,420 --> 01:38:35,410
<i>But the pure love
you gave me till you died</i>

1331
01:38:35,710 --> 01:38:38,880
<i>was like a flame
always there, burning.</i>

1332
01:38:40,240 --> 01:38:42,150
<i>And just like
the raptor,</i>

1333
01:38:42,640 --> 01:38:44,180
<i>that little flame
was all I needed</i>

1334
01:38:44,210 --> 01:38:46,390
<i>in order to see
in the dark.</i>

1335
01:38:47,960 --> 01:38:49,490
<i>It saved me, Mama,</i>

1336
01:38:50,260 --> 01:38:52,110
<i>from that deep dark.</i>

1337
01:38:53,950 --> 01:38:56,540
<i>Paulie--
she didn't have that.</i>

1338
01:38:57,150 --> 01:38:58,660
<i>The darkness
took over her,</i>

1339
01:38:58,680 --> 01:39:00,850
<i>so she had to
fly away.</i>

1340
01:39:02,490 --> 01:39:05,130
<i>I still dream of her
every night.</i>

1341
01:39:06,400 --> 01:39:08,420
<i>And I think
I always will.</i>

1342
01:39:09,860 --> 01:39:11,150
<i>And you know?</i>

1343
01:39:11,970 --> 01:39:14,470
<i>I can always remember
your face now.</i>

1344
01:39:15,640 --> 01:39:17,380
<i>Anytime I think of you,
I look up</i>

1345
01:39:17,400 --> 01:39:19,510
<i>and I can see
your face,</i>

1346
01:39:19,950 --> 01:39:21,650
<i>my mother's face,</i>

1347
01:39:22,850 --> 01:39:25,670
<i>like a flame
across the sky.</i>

1348
01:39:28,930 --> 01:39:32,100
<i>( male vocal singing )</i>

1349
01:41:01,940 --> 01:41:04,640
<i>( music playing )</i>

